"why would I tell when our preferences Are similar"  
                          
"you would do anything for your own benefit" 
                          
"and how would that benefit me ?"
                          
" I don't know you would find a way your cruel like that"  
                          
I put my clothes on and walked out of the bathing area . I sat in the room I shared with my sisters who were currently no where to be seen .
                          
I thought about what had happened . I can't trust this women . I need to do everything I can to prevent this from getting mentioned to anyone else . 
                          
Sansa then walked in and noticed the worry all over my face .
                          
"Amara what's wrong ?" 
                          
"nothing Sansa , are you alright?" 
                          
"No I feel like Joffrey hates me" 
                          
"Joffrey is cruel Sansa . Don't let his words or actions get you down" 
                          
"his right though and don't you think he's handsome ?" 
                          
"he is not right Sansa and honestly no I don't think he is handsome"  
                          
She frowned but said nothing more . I rolled my eyes she is blinded by the thought of love and it won't get her anywhere especially considering he clearly doesn't care about her at all and most probably finds her love for him amusing . 
                          
I received a request to eat my dinner with Cersei , I huffed and decided I'd much rather go to sleep instead .
                          
That women was nothing but manipulative and a tease . I woke up to find Arya getting ready to go sword dancing with Cyrio and Sansa making sure she looked pretty .
                          
"Arya , Sansa ! Do either of you know where our father is ?" 
                          
He went to talk to the queen . I rolled my eyes at this which Sansa noticed and said 
                          
"do you not like the queen Amara?" 
                          
No I don't 
                          
"it's not that I don't like her I just don't trust her intentions" 
                          
"why?" 
                          
"That doesn't matter" 
                          
Sansa knew better than to carry on questioning me as she knew I would just get annoyed at her . 
                          
I went to find my father and saw him sitting with the queen . I hid behind a bench nearby and listened to there conversation . I happened to come in when my father said 
                          
"I know your children aren't Robert's" 
                          
What they aren't Robert's who else could they belong too ? I then heard Cersei say 
                          
"well who's are they then?" 
                          
"Jaime's"  
                          
What ? Surely Cersei wouldn't lower herself to fuck her own brother . Actually now that I think about it she might .
                          
"mine and my brothers relationship ended 5 years ago and I have no interest in him any longer . I also suggest for your own sake you never bring it up again" 
                          
So it is true that explains why her children  look purely Lannister with no hint of Baratheon them .
                          
"no you have no interest anymore as your interest seems to have taken place elsewhere" 
                          
"and where's that?" 
Cersei spat 
                          
"I listened curiously trying to hear the next part and then I heard my father say 
                          
"Amara" 
                          
He must be mistaken . Cersei's only interest with me is taunting me .  
                          
"and what makes you say that ?"
Cersei asked 
                          
"The way you look at her . The desperate attempts to talk to her"  
                          
My father then left a seething Cersei on her own . I ducked again as my father passed me . I walked towards Cersei and sat down , she looked at me and asked 
                          
"did you hear that?" 
                          
"Yes I did" 
                          
"how much of it?" 
                          
"All of it I heard all of it"
                          
She looked down for once not knowing what to say I stared at her and then I noticed the bruise across her cheek .
                          
"Cersei what happened to your che—" 
                          
"Robert ! Robert did it" 
                          
"abusive pig" 
                          
She looked at me and chuckled 
                          
"be careful you don't want the wrong person to hear you say that" 
                          
"I don't care he shouldn't dishonour you like that and treat you the way he does" 
                          
She smiled at me , for once the smile seemed genuine . I knew I couldn't trust her but I couldn't help talking to her .