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Jungkook steps through the daunting school gates - he half expects lighting to flash in the back ground, like in all the dramatic movies. He honestly wishes the ground will just swallow him whole, as he's already had several people come up and ask him if he's Baby_Kookie on YouTube. Jungkook wishes that people would give him some personal space, with everyone coming up to him, asking questions, speaking quickly; even though he can't hear anything, it's giving him a headache.
Lisa is sick today, so she couldn't be there to protect Jungkook from the large crowds, all smothering him, making it hard for him to get to his destination and, breathe. As every second breath he takes in, is someone's bad B.O or a cheap perfume, which is probably worth less than a buck. As people who only want to be friends with him, because he's famous, or because they want to use him, to get to BTS. Jungkook hates violence but, at this point he really wants to gouge everyone's eyes out, so then they'll all be blind, allowing the small bunny to slip through the crowd, like sand through the cracks of one's fingers.
Jungkook never thought he'd ever wish to have someone tell him that, class is starting; so the people are forced to leave him be. The small boy walks into his classroom, throwing his bag down, falling in a heap on his chair. Jungkook wants nothing more, than to just fall asleep right then and there. All the late nights, spent editing new YouTube videos and, catching up on studies and late homework, start to creep up on him, like an unpaid debt. At this moment, the hard plastic chair feels as soft as feathers. Jungkook almost falls asleep.
But of course, he isn't able to let his body relax; as he can feel his shoulder being softly shaken, making him rise from where his face is buried in his arms, which act as pillows. Jungkook can recognise the male, who brought him from his little doze; when he used to sleep around, Jungkook would hook up with this guy often. At least once a week, at one point. Felix, he thinks his name is. The boy has his phone out, in front of Jungkook so he can read the message typed into notes.
Hey long time, no talk
Jungkook looks up, nodding, giving him a halfhearted smile, his sleep debt preventing him from showing anything but, average decency. "You remember any sign language?" Jungkook asks, as he can remember teaching Felix some sign language. Typing everything became tedious; not enough to be able to have full conversations but, just enough for the two to communicate.
"Little," is all Felix signs, before going back to typing on his phone.
I was thinking we should catch up sometime, if you get what I mean ;)
Jungkook looks at the message, with a certain disbelief in his eyes. The bunny has not revisited those parts of his history, in a long time. Jungkook pushed that part of himself, up in the dusty attic corner of his mind, left to collect dust and, and for spiders to make their homes. When Jungkook finally promised himself to stop replying to late night text messages, and start facing his problems head on, he felt reborn. A sense of relief washed over him, like he had been screaming underwater for so long, trapped by the ice, and the finally broke through the freezing layer. So he chose to never relive how he once did, to continue with the refreshed way he feels about himself.
"Sorry, I cannot revisit that part of myself," Jungkook declines, shaking his head. "I'm not the same person, as I was a year ago," Jungkook explains, giving Felix an apologetic look. The boy sighs, shrugging his shoulders.
That's okay, we should still catch up though. I like to think our relationship was more, than just sex.
Jungkook nods his head in agreement. "I'll see when I'm free," Jungkook says, bowing the boy off, as he goes to his seat in the classroom.
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Jungkook sits on the roof, looking out at his school; away from the swarm of crazed fangirls and boys and, fake people, who want to use him. Jungkook likes being alone but, he can admit it, it's quite lonely without Lisa by his side. Because even if Jungkook won't admit it, he secretly loves all the dirty jokes she tells, and just her bright personality in general. Jungkook decides that, he might as well text her, telling her the news of Felix. The bunny pulls out his phone, half looking at his contacts, as he pushes what he thinks to be, Lisa's contact.
Jungkook: Lisa~ You'll never guess what! Felix asked if he could 'hang out' some time Oh my god, you remember him, right?? Sucks for him, I don't do that now lmao
Jungkook puts his phone beside him, on the rough gravel floor, he doesn't expect an answer back for a while. Knowing Lisa, she will sleep for a continuous twenty-four hours, without waking up once, when she's sick. So it comes to his surprise, when Jungkook gets texts back, almost immediately; only to find out, he should probably look at who's contact he presses, before sending a text message.
Taehyung: Not Lisa haha Who's Felix?
Jungkook thinks he might die of embarrassment, his cheeks turning a bright red and, a sudden urge over takes him, to throw his phone off the side of the building, as hard and fast as possible.
Jungkook: Haha someone from my past 😅😅 We used to.... Hang out... But we don't anymore
Taehyung: Like Boyfriend?
Jungkook: No no Not like that... It's complicated
Taehyung: How so?
Jungkook: I think it'll be easier If I tell you in person
Taehyung: Oh Okay You wanna come over?
Jungkook: Sure I'll come after school
Taehyung: Wait hold on You're still in school? You mean like university?
Jungkook: No like high school haha
Taehyung: Well this just got a little awkward...
Jungkook: I'm eighteen pabo! I'm even graduating in a few months
Taehyung: Oh well that makes more sense haha
Jungkook: Yeah Well I have to go now Hell is calling me 🤩🤩
Taehyung: Have fun Kookie
Jungkook blushes deeply at the nickname, wanting to drown in the feeling of his idol giving him sweet little nicknames.
