Chapter 10

                                    

                                          
Liza opened the door and Daniel, Jack, Jonah and Corbyn enters the room.
                          
Where's Zach?
                          
"Good luck. James and I will be out for couple of hours because James need something before we leave tomorrow" Liza said as she gave me a pat on my shoulders.
                          
"So what's up Zara?" Corbyn asked.
                          
"I need to tell you guys something. But, where's Zach?" I asked.
                          
"Oh he's on call with Stacey outside. He'll be here" Jonah replied.
                          
"Who's Stacey?" I asked.
                          
Woah... Jealous self?
                          
"Stacey is Zach's and our friend but we still don't know if they are a thing already. We all know Stacey likes Zach but Zach, we don't know. They sometimes go out but he won't tell us what they are really they both were happy together. Goals if I must say" Jack replied as he scroll through his phone.
                          
"Oh" I replied.
                          
Can you hear my heart shatters into pieces again?
                          
Can you hear me silently screaming from this pain?
                          
Can you see me getting consumed by darkness once again?
                          
Cause I did. 
                          
I felt the pain that I felt before. I want to cry but I can't just burst into a freaking river with the boys in front of me. I thought everything will be okay after this but it's not. Zach was happy with someone else and I know this was all my fault.
                          
This will be the end of our story.
                          
I'm late and this is all my fault.
                          
"Helloooooo... Earth to Zara..." Jack snaps me out of my thoughts.
                          
"You've been in a deep -" Daniel said but I cut him off.
                          
"Deep thoughts I know" I said.
                          
"Now, what do you want to tell us?" Zach asked.
                          
Oh no he's here. I didn't even notice that he sat beside me due to overthinking. When I saw his face I just want to scream the pain that I felt and I want to forget him and the thought that he's happy with someone else.
                          
"W-well I j-just want to tell you guys t-that I'm l-leaving tomorrow morning" I lied.
                          
"Aww that's sad. We didn't have time to spend together" Corbyn said.
                          
"What if we went out today and spend every second, every minute and every hour until tomorrow comes?" Daniel suggested.
                          
I don't know about that Daniel, I just want to spend the day crying.
                          
I just smiled and the boys are the one who was planning for today's agenda. Seeing them this happy including Zach makes me missed all the days that we spend before.
                          
"I'll book us lunch and dinner for tonight! Daniel's treat!" Corbyn exclaimed as he grab his phone in his pocket.
                          
"Hey why me?! You suggested it!"Daniel replied.
                          
"Calm down boys we'll split the bill" Jonah added.
                          
I laugh on Daniel's reaction, he was so shock on what Corbyn said.
                          
"Uhmm guys is it okay if we go out at exactly 12 noon? I still got a couple of things to finish" I stated.
                          
"Do you need any help? I can help you" Zach asked.
                          
"I can handle it by my self" I replied.
                          
"Okay. We'll be back at 12 to pick you up and if you need any help just call us" Jonah said and I nod on response.
                          
I escorted them out of my room and finally I was the only one left, my tears starts to flow freely and I can't help myself. My back was facing the door and I was sitting while hugging my knees and trying to cry quietly.
                          
I think it's for the best if Zach will not know my secret.
                          
15 minutes till 12 noon, I started to get up and I went inside the bathroom. I look at myself and I was a mess, tears was still flowing and I tried to force myself not to cry anymore and good thing it works. I wipe the tears away and I retouched my make up, after that I change my clothes into something more comfortable. I heard a knock on the door and I believe it was the boys. I look at the mirror and said.
                          
"I got this" I smiled.
                          
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I'm so sorry if I'm not updating. Been really sick last week and I must admit I forgot to update this (hehe) sorry but now I'll be back on my track🙂