Vanessa -
I looked at her body one last time before they closed the casket ' . I held my head down low as we drove to the grave yard ' .
"Dios está con nosotros " (God is with us ) I nodded my head and continued to look out the window as we arrived ' we were putting my mom into a wall instead of the ground .
"ido, pero nunca olvidado" (Gone but never forgotten ) My uncle Lopez said as they threw the flowers in the wall along with her casket as everyone gave me hugs ' . I just wanted to go far away and be along at this point .
" I'm here if you need anything " Georgia said as her thick accent sounded almost like my moms .
"Ok " I simply said as J'Leno walked behind me trying to catch up with me ' as I looked back at him .
"You going back home or are you staying here ? We miss you VeVe .. We miss you " he said kissing my cheek as a tear came down my face .
"No Leno ' I have kids and my life to tend too ' I missed you all to " I said pulling him into a hug . The way over to my moms house was silent we were now there for belongings they wanted . Just my aunts and uncles though .
I had to stay in Mexico for another two days ' I had to go for the wheel hearing tomorrow which I didn't want this was all gonna be a whole lotta unessary ass shit . As my aunts and uncle cleared the house out I had My cousin Vega take me to my hotel room ' I couldn't bare being in a house my mother had died in .
- Hotel -
As I sat on the balcony sipping on a glass of wind ' I posted a picture my eyes were red and my face looked sad it wasn't for attention either.
"When I thought life couldn't get worser it did 😒 so many people has changed on me ' when I seem to be drowning there's no one here ' when I'm on-top of the water every ones here ' drowning my self in my emotions 😩 "
DrCope ✋ -
Vanessa ' I'll be in Mexico in the morning ..
Me - alright ..
I sat there looking at the palm trees blow and the wind breeze and my heart ache .
Sucka🔫💣🔪🔨 :
I know I'm the last person you wanna here from ' but I'm just now hearing about what had happened ' .. I been a ass I can say .. You can hate my guts , wanna kill me every chance you get , pour me a cup of bleach .. Call me as many cunts as you want I'm gone always be here for you '... I love you ness .
I read the message over and over from August as my tears poured down . I went inside as I laid in bed balling up ' crying my self to sleep .
I woke up the next morning not feeling well at all 'Dr.Cope would be here today to help me pack up and we could go back to Atlanta . I dressed in something simple and plain I didn't even wanna go to this wheel shit I don't want anything she's owned ' not being nasty or rude that's just creepy .
"Ok and she leaves her house to her one and only daughter Vanessa " The hispanic barley pronounced correctly said looking around and then I got passed some papers as I sighed looking at them .
"What the hell am I gone do with the house ? " I mumbled to my self as J'Leno turned around and smiled .
"She leaves her money ' to Vanessa "He said as my auntie Nina gasped .
"Why the hell she leave that girl money ? She got more money then this wholes family saving all together " she complained .
"Did you not hear him ? What money don't mean a damn thing to me ! you couldn't wait till she died so you could have a lil change in your pocket " I snapped walking out . I was ready to go I didn't want shit this money or house !
