I keep thinking about that night and zayn. I can still feel the tingling feeling against my body from where zayn was holding me with his strong arms, and the feeling of his chest rise up and down against my back. I suddenly feel my face burning at the thought of it. I still need to thank him. An hour passed and since the boys are going to pick us up soon I decided to check up on Hannah. I knock on her door and enter her room. She is getting her purse and checking her phone and when she looked up at me she looked worried.
                          
“are you alright?” I asked
                          
“I uh can’t make it to the concert tonight.”
                          
“what?! Why?”
                          
“I cant tell you right now but just tell Liam and the boys that im sorry.” She says quietly and leaves me standing there.  What was that all about?
                          
Buzz…buzz…buzz
                          
from: Liam
                          
we are outside (:
                          
i see Liam’s car and to see  Liam be the designated driver, niall in the passenger seat eating food (not surprised there.), then Louis, and harry in the back. Wonder where zayn is.
                          
I enter the car to sit near the window and next to Louis. Liam turns around to see a confused look on his face.
                          
“Where’s Hannah?” Liam asks me
                          
“she said she couldn’t make it and told me to tell you guys that she is really sorry.” I say
                          
“did she at least say why?” he so liked her.
                          
“She said for some personnel reasons.”
                          
“WHAT A PARTY POOPER!” Louis whined while getting a slap at the back of his head from harry.
                          
But when I look up at Liam from the review mirror he had looked pretty upset.
                          
“Where’s zayn?” I questioned.
                          
“We don’t know we asked him if he needed a ride but he said he already had one.” Louis said
                          
“oh…” I say quietly to myself
                          
As we are driving I looked around me suddenly laying eyes on harry on the other side of me. He was looking outside his window with a serious look on his face. His green eyes looked confused but beautiful at the same time. And i don’t know what it is but my stomach is doing some major flips on me right now. All of Sudden the car does a full stop making me jerk forward really hard against my seatbelt.
                          
“Sorry guys, but we are here.” Liam says
                          
I get out the car clutching my stomach from the almost deadly incident. I see the thousands of fans waiting outside the arena with their fan shirts, and their interesting fan made posters. Wow…talk about dedication.  I follow the lads backstage where I see some random guy come up to us.
                          
“Hey Paul… think you can take care of our girl riley for us when we perform?  She has front row seats and backstage passes so after you can bring her backstage.” Liam said
                          
“sure no problem!” Paul turns to me. “Hi riley, I’m Paul, 1D security.” I shake his hand
                          
“nice to meet you.”
                          
“Nice to meet you too. Just hope these boys haven’t been trouble for you.” He says while giving them an evil glare
                          
“Noooooo.” They all harmonized together
                          
“haha no they haven’t Paul they have been good.” I say smiling at him
                          
“okay, well we better get going…” I look up at him and nod
                          
“okay, break a leg guys!” Paul yells at them
                          
as the concert concerts starts I see all the lads running up to the stage.
                          
“Hellooooo everyone! Are you guys ready?!”
                          
“We've got a bit of love/hate You take me to the edge then you hit the brakes I-I-I say it's over one day, But then I'm calling back begging you to stay We make up then we break up all the time
                          
I'll say that I hate her song, then you'll go request it the whole night long Some people say it's so wrong but even when we fight, It'll turn me on We make up then we break up all the times
                          
We're like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah Always like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
                          
No we can't make up our minds Cause when we think we've got it right We go na na na (Na na na) Na na na (Na na na)
                          
You wanna party too late But when I do the same all you do is complain You know that it drives me insane But when I get with you girl you make it okay We make up then we break up all the time
                          
We're like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah Always like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
                          
No we can't make up our minds Cause when we think we've got it right We go na na na (Na na na) Na na na (Na na na)
                          
We're like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah Always like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
                          
We're like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah Always like na na na Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
                          
No we can't make up our minds Cause when we think we've got it right We go na na na
                          
as the concert went on I couldn’t help but think what was harry think about earlier in the car? who did zayn ride with? Why didn’t he ride with the rest of the lads?
                          
Riley get a hold of yourself! Why do you even care?! The main question is…Why do I care?
                          
I feel a light tap on my shoulder
                          
“you ready to go?” Paul whispers in my ear
                          
“Yeah I am” I tell him
                          
as we are leaving I hear the lads say behind me
                          
“thank you guys for all your support and we wouldn’t be here without you! Goodnight everyone!”
                          
When we make it backstage I see the lads to see them all sweaty and hot.
                          
“This calls for a one direction hug!” Louis says as I see everyone come up to me and hug me. Well mostly 4/5ths of one direction.
                          
“Get off your all sweaty!” I scream
                          
“girls would love to get some of this!” Louis says
                          
“im not like most girls Louis, this is just nasty!” I say pushing them all away from me. As we all departure away from the hug and I see zayn walking away.
                          
“what did you think of our performance?”liam asked
                          
“I thought it was uhhh-“suddenly my throat becomes too thick for me to speak as I see the scene in front of me
                          
 I see zayn with a girl who has blonde hair and blue eyes… she was absolutely beautiful and to make things worse they were holding hands.
                          
“hey guys, I have something to tell you” zayn says while looking at the girl next to him “this is Perrie my girlfriend…” all at once just him saying those 5 words suddenly made me feel something inside that I couldn’t explain… but I don’t know what. But yet the same question keeps popping up in my head
                          
Why do I care?  
                          
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Hello everyone! I finally got accesses to internet! Hallelujah! 
                          
 Well any who what did you guys think of the chapter? This seriously wasn’t my best work but I’m just starting to get into the juicy drama here! Bear with me it will get better! 
                          
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