Help!

                                    

                                          
  I wake up with the sun shining bright in my eyes. Some how I got on the other side of Alex. I tried to get out of bed without him waking up. Successful as can be. He grunts and turns away from the sun. His face facing the wall. 
                          
Alex: Baby? *Yawns* What are you doing up?
                          
Y/N: I just wanted to take a shower. 
                          
Alex: Oh okay. Come give me a kiss.
                          
Y/N: Not with your morning breath. *laughs*
                          
Alex: *smirks* Fine, you take a shower and I brush my teeth. Sound good?
                          
Y/N: Yep. We need clothes on by the way.
                          
Alex: Right I have some of your clothes from the mall. If you want you can wear my hoodie, then once your out of the shower you can put on your clothes.
                          
Y/N: Alright.
                          
  I put on his "Blessed" hoodie (if you know then you know). I walk out of the room, leaving the door open. The bathroom is right in front of his room. I look left, then right to make sure his mom wouldn't see me. His mom was on the couch sleeping so I took that chance and ran across the hall.
                          
Alex: Shhhhhh!
                          
Y/N: Sorry.
                          
  I say peeking my head out of the bathroom door. I turn on the water and let it heat up. I stick my hand in the water to check the temperature. It is hot. I got into the shower one foot at a time. As I step in the hot water hits my back and I hiss. 
                          
Alex: Baby! Can I get in the shower with you?
                          
Y/N: Come on in.
                          
  He takes off his clothes and steps in as well. We wash eachother with body wash and I help wash his hair with shampoo and conditioner. I only use conditioner and sometimes shampoo.  He brushes my hair, finger combs it, and takes the shower head to wash my whole body off.
                          
Y/N: Babe?
                          
Alex: Yeah?
                          
Y/N: Why do you love me?
                          
Alex: Its a simple and very easy question. I could write an entire book about why I love you.
                          
Y/N: But do you really love me?
                          
  I say staring at the wall as he massages my body in the shower.
                          
Alex: Are you kidding. I wouldn't trade you for any girl in the whole universe. Your eyes make me melt everytime I stare into them. Your personality is something that every boy should cherish. You're the girl of my dreams, I want to make you my wife, I want to have kids, I want to move away in a big house and live in a luxurious life.
                          
  I didn't say anything. I just turned around and looked him dead in the eyes. After a couple of seconds I hugged him. Hard and tight so he wouldn't get out of my grip. 
                          
Y/N: I love you Alex and I couldn't live without you.
                          
Alex: I love you to Y/N.
                          
  He put his head in my neck and starts kissing me.
                          
Alex: Why did you ask that question?
                          
Y/N: I've been used before. I've been hurt before. I couldn't bare to see my heart break again. I just like to see it as a commitment. I never broken up with a dude. It was always them breaking up with me. I did every thing they wanted me to do. It was never enough, until I found you.
                          
Alex: Babygirl, I wouldn't use you at all. Never.
                          
Y/N: I know. That's why I love you.