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another spn x tom imagine, this once tom is demon!dean
"So, looks like Tommy couldn't possibly care less about you, little L/N."Cole spoke circling around the chair you were tied on, "So, since we won't find him, let's do this the other way."
Bringing his hand back, he swung at your face with his fist, making you groan at the impact as the chair moved, "Now tell me, where's your boyfriend?"
"I told you, dickface, I don't know, and even if I did, I sure as hell wouldn't have told you a single thing."You laughed as the metallic taste of blood filled your mouth, he scowled before punching you once more.
"Listen to me-"Cole's phone rang cutting him off, he took his phone out of his pocket and looked at the caller ID before chuckling, "You're one lucky bitch,"
Looking at the floor, you bit your lip before looking up at Cole who left the barn, while he spoke on the phone, you wriggled in your chair making it fall, grunting, you managed to get the small swiss knife before cutting off the rope, taking your phone and duffle bag then got out of the barn, stumbling, you quickly ran.
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"Hiya, Y/N."Tom smirked putting the First Blade on top of the piano.
"Tom?"You whispered tilting your head, feeling tears fill your eyes.
"Thought I told you to let me go, Haz just did this a few minutes ago, I'm definitely not up for the same old little pity party."He chuckled taking a sip of his whiskey glass.
Your face scrunched up in disgust and you shook your head as a hole slowly filled your heart, "If you think I'm here to save your ass, you're wrong,"
Tom raised an eyebrow in confusion and tilted his head, "Oh, really? Then what are you doing here, then? A quick fuck?"
"Oh, I'm just here to make you suffer, Tommy,"You chuckled shaking your head, pulling your blade out of your leather belt and twirling it around.
Tom let out a chuckle before shaking his head as he walked closer to you, but you stood your ground as he let out another amused chuckle "I'm not sure whether you're being brave or stupid, Y/N."
"I'm being a- what do you call me when I'm being a pain in the ass? Oh, anklebiter."You chuckled, but your voice was laced with venom, it was almost dripping down your tongue.
"Have you noticed that I tried to get as far away from you as possible? Away from your teenage ass whining and complaining? Hell, I chose Crowley over you."Tom said raising his eyebrows, clearly trying to get you to give in and give up, "Ever thought that maybe I was just tired of babysitting you or always having to yank your lame ass out of the fire since forever- cupcake?"
"Fuck you, Thomas! Fuck you for every single thing you've done that hurt me, and- and- you know what?" You screamed pushing him back, but he made no move to hurt you, he just looked at you with an amused look as you jabbed his chest with your pointer finger.
"Tell me something I don't know, Kitten,"He smirked and your eyes suddenly showed your pain, making his eyes suddenly twitch to black then back to his normal eye color.
"You- you really proved to me that you're a Holland, that you're Dom Holland's son, that you are just as heartless as the man who abused you for your whole damn life."You spoke bitterly, but your pain was there, he could almost smell it, you reeked of pain, of fear of what he could possibly do to you, of absolute and utter disappointment and last, but not least, a small, tiny, tinge of hope that maybe, just maybe, your boyfriend could still be in there somewhere, "You proved to me that you're just as bad as him, Tom, and that your promises are all bullshit, absolute bullshit."
"Oh, come on now, Princess, stop hurting my feelings."He chuckled before you drew your knife to his throat, looking down at you.
"I will never hurt you, Cupcake."You mocked, quoting him, but the pain was still evident, "No matter the cost, I will always protect you, I promise."
"Ah, don't you just love how sentimental I was?"He laughed, you shook your head, retreating your knife and looking at him, making him raise an eyebrow, "Didn't you say you came here to make me suffer?"
Shaking your head repeatedly, you choked back a sob making him furrow his eyebrows, his eyes almost growing soft for a moment, "I can't do this, Tom, I- I'm not as- as bad as you, I'm not-"A sob cut you off before you inhaled deeply and looked him in the eyes, "I'm not a- a- a monster, I can't- I can't just hurt the man I love."
Tom tilted his head, distracted by the tears and pain in your eyes as well as your confession that he didn't notice you taking cuffs out of your back pocket until you had them wrapped and locked on his wrists, sniffling, you wiped your tears and spoke, "I'm sorry, Tom, but you- I- listen, I need my boyfriend back, and if you suffering will get him back, I'm not gonna hesitate to make you suffer, but you already knew that, didn't you?"
"Ah,"He laughed bitterly, "Aren't you just adorable?"
"It's over,"Haz walked in with Sam and Harry before they both knocked Tom out then looked at you, "Let's go home."
sorry for the confusion y'all i deadass forgot to edit the word brother.. 😂