Saying goodbye...

                                    

                                          
Audrey's pov:
                          
After a two hour car ride we had finally made it back to our small home town 
                          
The funeral which was being held at the local church was in about half an hour giving us time to see him alone and talk to our mom and all that 
                          
I couldn't believe it...still can't...
                          
I shook my head a tear had already fallen before I even made it into the church but I didn't care if anyone had anything to say I'd just punch then all in the face
                          
If you haven't noticed I've been having weird mood swings it's just what happens with death...I don't know every time someone dies it happens
                          
We walked inside and I saw my mom sitting in the corner she had on one of those weird head band things with the lace or mesh or whatever and feathers and she had on a black dress as did we but hers had long sleeves and it went down to her ankles I don't know why
                          
Mine had no sleeves but it wrapped around my neck and it was lace at the top then went pure black silky material when it hit my cleavage it had a black belt under my boobs then it flowed out at the bottom down past my knee
                          
It was pretty but I was for sure burning it after this 
                          
I walked up to my mother and wrapped her in big hug, she wrapped her tiny arms around me and let out a sob
                          
Causing me to cry harder I hated seeing her so sad it killed me and I know it was killing Matt to
                          
I pulled away and let Matt talk to her and comfort her as well 
                          
I found comfort in Nash as I hugged him again 
                          
After a minuet Matt tapped on my shoulder and took my hand 
                          
I don't know if it was our twin power or what but I could just tell what he wanted to do 
                          
I nodded at him and he led us towards our dad who was in a separate room where the funeral was going to be held 
                          
I closed my eyes as Matt led us to his body laying in a casket 
                          
When I saw him laying there limp his heart not beating...his eye not blinking, just laying closed his face as pale as a ghost he was wearing his favorite suit from his and moms wedding and his hair was combed to perfection 
                          
I let out a body shaking cry as I looked at him 
                          
"Dad!" I whispered grabbing his hand "please!" I screamed "come on let's go play baseball or or please just open your eyes" I pleaded before I felt hands on my waist pull me away "NO!" I screeched flailing around in whoever's arms I was in before just letting go and dropped but was caught by the same strong pair or hands "please" I gasped out letting the crys take over my whole body 
                          
I looked up and saw that it was Matt 
                          
I wrapped my arms around him and blundered like a baby this couldn't be happening 
                          
After a out 20 minuets I had calmed down enough and the ceremony had started 
                          
"We're gathered here today to remember the life of Matthew Greg Espinosa he was a great man who did nothing but help others" the priest started and tears were already rolling down peoples cheeks, mine included.
                          
"He was the captain fireman and he had a great heart...were not here to mourn the end of his life but to celebrate the starting of his new beginning. We all loved Matthew as a son, a brother, a husband, a father, a neighbor, even a hero and he will be missed dearly.. He was a man who cherished his family and did everything he could to make them happy, he loved his job and his community and he was just a great guy, the world lost a real hero three days ago..I'd like to bring up his son and daughter Matthew and Audrey " he said as we walked up on stage 
                          
"Since the beginning our dad was always the best... No matter what the time or no matter how-how important the topic he was always there to talk"I said stopping to cry "he- he always made time for us no matter what we came first...ever since I was little he was my hero and he still is...even though he's not physically here.... He'll always be by my side I know it" I said whipping my eyes "I'm sorry I promised I wouldn't do this again...I'm sure you all noticed my breakdown earlier" I said trying to get them to laugh which was successful "I love my dad and he will live on forever..."I said tears still Rolling down my cheeks as Matt began
                          
I kinda zoned out for that and just focused on breathing 
                          
After the ceremony we all went to the grave yard and watched him get buried 
                          
That was it...my dad was gone...it was a reality and not a joke...he's honestly dead...
                          
But it was alright because I knew we were going to be okay... 
                          
Everything would be just fine...
                          
Matt has his career all set up, I have Nash and I'm still in school and mom will be okay.. 
                          
It's unfortunate how bad things have to happen to make you great full for what you have and had but that's just how it is.
                          
I know I have everything I need and I'm thankful for everything thags happened to and for me, and its sad to see my father go but he'd be proud of us and wouldn't want me to dwell forever...
                          
I'll miss him dearly but were going to be okay, I'm going to be okay.
                          
I know I'll be okay, I'm messing with Magcon boys.
                          
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The End.
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Well it was an interesting journey I love every single reader I have and there will NOT be a sequel. 
                          
Your all amazing and I hope you enjoyed there's going to be an epilogue after and maybe an extra chapter but this is it and I hate to see all my beautiful fans and reader go.. Sorry it ended how it did but not everything is fairytale's.
                          
Stay beautiful bitches.
                          
~ Sammie