Sometimes I feel so scared, so brittle, so weak.
I have anger clawing on the walls of my mind and it tends to turn bloody.
Don't you know I have nightmares now because of you?
I can't look at someone in the eyes of the one you love without having to feel as if vomit will come out, without having to feel as if I'm falling & falling to no end and suddenly —I remember the pain all over again.
And that thought alone feels like suicide.
— sometimes I remember and then I feel numb all over again
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Me
Non-FictionI think I deserve to put little bits of myself along the centers of Earth. [The End]
