Sing for me?

                                    

                                          
Audrey's pov:
                          
After Sasha sang for us we all talked for a few minuets and I noticed how Samantha and Hayes had really been hitting it off 
                          
Momentarily Shawn was helping Sasha prepare for going on stage and helping her out with the nerves and such
                          
 Hayes was in the corner 'talking' to Samantha and I say talking lightly I mean they both look like there about to rip each others clothing off which is gross because there like 10 
                          
I like my loner self was sitting in the corner trying to think about anything other then that nasty sluts mouth pressed up against Nash's.
                          
I took in a deep breath... He's not yours Audrey. He never was and never wanted to be. Nor do you wish him to be.
                          
Oh to hell with it I wished he was mine, I don't want him with anyone else, no one else's hands deserve his, no one else's lips deserves his, nothing. I want him to myself. I prayed that he was mine just so I could hold him and kiss him and not be mad at him...
                          
As much as it kills me to say it my anger had faded to sadness quickly...
                          
 A lot quicker then I had hoped because in all honesty I wanted to be pissed. I wanted to want to rip his hair out and yell and scream and hit him just to show how much I hated him 
                          
But I couldn't...not even if I was given the chance...
                          
because I'm not pissed...
                          
I don't want to rip his hair out or yell and scream and hit him to show how much I hated him...because truthfully I still wanted him...
                          
I shook my head to clear the though. 
                          
Keep it together Audrey keep it together he's just a boy not the world...stop being dramatic. 
                          
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath opening my eyes I pulled on a smile and walked towards the door.
                          
How can one person feel so much like home? 
                          
Yeah I was going to be brave just maybe not here...
                          
Before I could get to the door Shawn grabbed my arm and turned me around 
                          
"Okay Audrey I know your upset I can see it in your eyes but Hun you need to stay here please I get it your trying to be brave and all but you just need to hear him out" Shawn said 
                          
I just blinked up at him "wait how did you know it was about-" I started but he just laughed
                          
"About Nash?" he asked raising his left eyebrow I nodded "because dont think I missed the looks you gave him and the looks he gave back how you were always slightly closer then need be or how you guys were always with each other from the beginning I could tell there was chemistry and now it's just gone...I get that your hurt but maybe he is to" he said "just hear him out that's all I'm saying" he added before turning around and walking away
                          
No he doesn't deserve to be heard out. He's the one that kissed the bimbo he's the one that walked away. He's the one that ruined it all.
                          
I shook my head and walked back into the crowded room they were all sitting down by the stage now holding up phones and cameras to remember the moments perfectly... how right here this one single moment is just making there whole life's complete. 
                          
I sighed sitting down in the back I noticed Nash's disappearance quickly, Cameron was on the far right talking to Taylor, Carter, Jack, and Jack and Mahogany was at her booth thingy, Shawn wasn't on yet probably still with Sasha I saw Samantha sitting next to Hayes who was still looking a her like he wanted to eat her like a piece of meat