Fire meet Gasoline ✨
YOONGI'S POV:
After I saw Jungkook kissing someone else, exactly Jimin it torn my world apart, I can explain how much that hurt me. After so long I let someone in my life again just to get my heart ripped out of my chest again? Why did it hurt so much? Why did this feel like I would never be okay? Like I wasn't enough? I was I ever thinking someone as beautiful as Jungkook would ever want me? This was my own fault for really thinking someone could ever love me.
After I came home that day I didn't stop crying and that was all that was going on the hole week, my mother wouldn't let me leave home, she made me take a break from school and she tried her best to bring me up again and I'm very thankful to call such a beautiful and kindhearted women like her my mother, I couldn't ask for more, without her I would have laid in my bed for months, maybe I never recovered without her.
When I returned to school a week later I wanted to avoid jimin and jungkook but I knew as much as I wanted too I couldn't, he was my friend after all and he was always there for me when I needed him the most, he help me out of my depression when Taehyung cheated on me and left me. As I approached them Jimin gave me this worried smile, I could see so much regret in his eyes, so I just fell in his arm and hugged I'm tight, I couldn't be mad at him for liking jungkook I understood how you could fall in love with him, I mean who wouldnt? He was the most beautiful human being I ever met and don't get me wrong I'm not only talking about his looks, I mean yeah he is breathtaking but also his personality, he's so caring, sweet and soft, he cares so much about people so I kinda understood exactly after talking to my mom that maybe he kissed Jimin back because he didn't want to hurt his best friends feeling, that didn't make everything okay but I should give him the chance to explain himself.
When me and Jimin let go of another Namjoon slightly tapped my shoulder and was pointing someone, when I looked in that direction and my eyes met those sweet honey brown eyes I felt for the first moment I laid my eyes on them my heart started to beat so fast that I was afraid it would jump out of my shoulder any moment but when I looked closer at him my smile that I had on my face without me even realizing I was smiling, faded.
The boy in front of me looked empty, broken, he lost weight, he looked so weak and when he was stumbling and blinking like wild I knew something was wrong. All I could hear was my heart beating hard against my chest, it wasn't because of excitement anymore it was Panik.
-Yoongi: Kookie..
I called out at him with a shaking voice, I run as fast as I could and thank God that I reached him before his head hit the ground hard. I didn't even notice I was crying when I softly stroke his hair out of his face
-Yoongi: No No love please wake up, oh my God I'm so sorry.. Jungkookie please..
I was shaking I couldn't lose him, it wasn't a good Situation for my anxiety to kick it but like it always did when I didn't need it. I was relieved when the others reached me and the nurse followed my them, I stood up with Kookie still in my arms, I wanted to carry him, I didn't want anyone else to touch him, I was afraid they would hurt him, I was afraid that I would lose him, he was the only reason that I'm still on this earth, I couldn't bare even the thought of me losing him...
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sorry for any errors i was writing this one on my phone.
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-Kian
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FanfictionJungkook's Note: It's been 2 Years since i have seen the boy i've fallen so hard for, i've fallen in love with. I wish i could see him again, take in his scent, to feel his warmth. I know what he went through wasn't my fault but i can still catch m...
