Chapter 5

                                    

                                          
~~Castiel's POV~~
                          
I looked over at Dean as we got off the plane. It had been a rough flight since he's terrified of the flying transportation. I was there with him the whole time which I think helped him calm down a bit, but he was still scared. 
                          
We grabbed our luggage and made our way outside where we would grab a taxi to the hotel nearest where we would visit Sam. 
                          
Dean was fidgeting and wouldn't stop as we stood on the sidewalk waiting for a cab. I placed a hand on his shoulder an he looked over at me. 
                          
"Baby are you okay?" I asked softly. He nodded and gave him one of those looks that said, 'don't you dare lie to me Winchester.' He knows that look well. Very well. 
                          
He sighed and looked down shaking his head. "Cas I'm nervous. I want to visit Sam but I don't want to see him like this." 
                          
I squeezed his shoulder and then hugged him. I knew there was nothing I could do but be there for him. 
                          
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~~Sam's POV~~
                          
I've been taking these pills for pain I think. Or to keep my heart rate normal or something like that, I can't quite remember. 
                          
But whenever I take the pills Gabe says he has to go to the bathroom and he doesn't come back for a long time. It makes me sad. 
                          
The nurse walks in and I can tell by her voice that she's smiling. "It's time for your medicine Mr. Winchester." She says. 
                          
"Sam please don't take it. It's not helping anything." Gabriel whispers beside me. 
                          
"Why not?" I ask. 
                          
"Just don't. Please? For me?" He whispers again and I nod. 
                          
"I don't want to take the pills." 
                          
The nurse sighs. "Sam you need to. They help you." 
                          
"Gabe says they don't."
                          
"Gabriel doesn't know everything." She retaliates calmly and slowly and that makes me angry. Of course Gabe knows everything. He's Gabe. I always trust Gabe. 
                          
"Hey!" Gabriel says defensively. 
                          
"I'm not going to take them." I say and she sighs. 
                          
"Fine. I guess I can't make you." She says and walks out. 
                          
Good. 
                          
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~~Dean's POV~~
                          
Fuck. I can't do this. I won't. 
                          
But..
                          
I will. 
                          
I sigh as me and Cas walk up the stairs to the looney bin. I can't believe Sam would ever end up in one of these places but now here he is. 
                          
And I can't help him. It's all Gabe's fault really. I wish I could punch him to death but that's impossible. 
                          
I look up at the doors and just stand there. Cas takes my hand and gives it a squeeze. I look over at him and smile sadly. My brave husband. 
                          
He's handled all this way better than I have. He leads me inside and we check in. 
                          
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~~Sam's POV~~
                          
The nurse walks in again. If she tries to get me to take those pills again I swear..
                          
"Sam your brother Dean is here with Cas to see you." She says gently. 
                          
I smile brightly. 
                          
"Gabe did you hear that? They finally came to see me!"
                          
"I know Sammy they look the same as they always do. Aww family reunion! Where were you Dean-o? Took you long enough to get here." 
                          
I laugh at Gabe's comment and wish I could see my visitors.