chapter 5

                                    

                                          
Seeing his color makes everything hurt worse with all the unanswer questions. Max lays next to me while i cuddle with him like my sanity and life depends on it. I never thought in all my life my soulmate, well soulmates would lie to me or hide things i should know. I still feel the pain in my heart caused by andy mostly, but Sam was hiding things on me. Did he know andy was cheating on me? If so why hide it? Why did andy cheat on me? Should i have felt him cheating? Or maybe Andy did not mark me last night. Or maybe Andy did or does not accept me as his mate. If so then why act like he did yesterday. I cry all of my pain and sorrow away until i fall asleep.
When i woke up max is by the door so i let him out. I walk to the kitchen to make breakfast eventhough i am still hurt it is time to try to fix our relationship. The guys walk down once i make the table and sit down. We eat in silence until i start talking.
"Andy i know i am human and can only see colors, but we are mates. I do not apreciate you lying to me or cheating, but i want us to work out our problems. And Sam yes i am hurt that you were keeping things a secret, but for our relationship to work out we all need to be honest with each other and talk things out." 
The guys stay quiet so i just cleaned up from making breakfast.  I give max his food which i found out is just raw steak. I walk back to the table and grab all the dirty dishes taking them to the kitchen. While washing i heard Samantha coming to the front door outside. I dry everything until they do not feel wet and just stand there calming myself down. I walk to were i hear them whispering and listen.
"I can not continue this." Sam says.
"Neither can i, but i promised her the luna position." Andy says.
"Bull you only want her to be luna and not our mate because you are a donkey. I can not hid samanthas pregnancy anymore. She is our mate and rightful luna." Sam whisper yells.
"Do not think i am hurting our mate on purpose. I have my reasons and it is to protect her. Yeah i did not want her as my mate in the beginning and only my wolf did, but i do love her and want to protect her." Andy whisper yells.
Then Samantha walks into the hallway and i can see now she is pregnant. That hurts worse, but it will not ruin what i have with my soulmates. 
"Oh are we being stupid and not doing our job. Look is it filthy in here." She says starking me like her prey.
Andy and sam walks out of their office and the next thing i know is sam has samantha by the throat making her color change to a greenish blue ish red. Only that color means she is being choked. 
My mom's husband taught me a few things along with my mom being choked by my real dad cause of me. I still wonder what if she was not there to protect me or is i was not born blind.
I walk to sam and andy cause i can see he was angry. But who was he angry at? I kissed his cheek and touched Andy's arm making both of them relax a bit. Samantha coughs trying to breathe. Even if i dislike samantha the baby does not deserve to get hurt and for samantha she does need to be taught how to respect, but not by choking her. Sam grabs me inhaling me with a tight grip. While andy helps samantha up and trying to calm down. Max growls at samantha when she kisses andy. Andy pushes her away and looks at me with an intense glase. That is how i know he is looking at me. Sam wants to let go of me, buf by how he reacted earlier i will not let him go.
"Sam calm down she is not worth killing. She is pregnant and that baby did nothing wrong."
Andy grabs me when i walk by him and kisses me. Samantha growls and before she can do anything Sam grabs her taking her out of our home.
Andy and sam left to go to school, but now i have at least two gruards just in case samantha trys to hurt me.