"Do you love him? That asshole!" Shaub screamed making me flinch at his intensity. 
                          
"Answer me god damnit. Do you love him?" Shaub said through gritted teeth and clenched his fist till the point it will cause the blood to come out. 
                          
I could not take his shit anymore so I brushed past him and crouched down on the floor next to Luim and made him drank the water. I rubbed his back while he was drinking the water and I felt Shaub's scrutinizing gaze on my back. 
                          
"How are you feeling? Better?" I asked Luim once he had finished drinking the water and he nodded getting up and I help him to stand up steadily.
                          
"Damn woman! You didn't answer me." Shuab pulled me towards him and gave me an impatient look. 
                          
"What's there to tell? You have seen how much see care for me." Luim speak in a mocking tone and that's what made Shaub more angry. 
                          
"Shaub! Calm down." I said while holding his arm when he was about to pounce on Luim. 
                          
"Don't calm me down? For god sake tell me how you feel about him?" Shaub swatted away my hand and ran his finger through his silky hair. 
                          
"Luim is my friend Shaub. I know him since college and he is my colleague. He is a good doctor. An-" Shuab loud sigh stop me from saying further.
                          
"You only see him as a friend or...love just say it." Shaub said in a cracked voice and gave me a pleading look telling me that he can't take it anymore. 
                          
"H-He is my on-only guy friend." Shuab's tense shoulders relaxed but Luim raised his voice. 
                          
"Choco! You friend zone me because of this bastard. Who is the biggest liar?" Luim gave me a hurtful smile and look at me with disbelief. 
                          
"Luim! I have always seen you as my friend. I have never felt anything special with you and that day when you had proposed me to be your girl, I had told you that I couldn't do that yet you told me to think about it." I hear something broken and it was Luim who had accidentally drop the vase off the table. 
                          
"I asked you to think about me but you..." He gave me an accusing gaze and I couldn't withstand any of my anger. 
                          
"Truth to be told Luim, I hadn't told you that I would say yes and we would be together. So stop accusing me about your feelings. I have every right to have feelings for anyone I want and I wouldn't say sorry cause when you love someone then we wouldn't expect them to return the same feelings. Love is not about having but giving." I stated in a firm voice as I couldn't control my anger when he look at me like I have betrayed him. 
                          
"You don't have to say sorry choco. It's me who wanted to come when he knows that he would make fool of himself. But I hope you will choose the right guy for you. I will take the leave." Luim didn't met my gaze and I know that he was trying hard to not to breakdown here. And he left the house with the broken face and maybe h-heart. 
                          
"It's okay. He need to accept the truth and I will tell Max to look after him." Shaub wrapped his arm around me and pulled me in his embrace. 
                          
We didn't say anything for a while just stay in each other embrace while collecting our thoughts and then I remembered why Luim might have come here searching for me. 
                          
"Mmmm Shaub! I need to go." I said pulling away and walked towards his bedroom without giving him chance to speak. 
                          
"Where are you going?" I hear him ask when I was looking for my car keys and my phone which rang at the same time. 
                          
"Hello! Bell. Yeah! I forgot about it. But now I will meet you guys at 4 straight in the airport." I answered looking at the mirror and tucked my hair at the side. 
                          
"No. I will ask mom for help and are you sure you would be alright?" I ask remembering about her fever and picked the car keys from the nightstand I then walk out the door with Shaub trailing behind me. 
                          
"Oh! I'm heading to pack my clothes. Okay. Bye. See ya." I was shoving my phone in my pant pocket when Shaub give me a questioning look. 
                          
"Shaub! I'm leaving today for the medical camp. I'm getting late so this is it." I said moving towards the front door but he hold my wrist and halt me on the track. 
                          
"How long?" He croaked out with utmost difficulty which was laced in his voice. 
                          
"Two months." I replied looking at his eyes which were begging me to don't go but I have made my decision. 
                          
"I love you." I recalled his voice and closed my eyes tightly and opened them giving a small smile to him. Then I sprinted out of the door and ran towards the elevator.
                          
When the elevator door was closing I saw his mesmerizing deep blue orbs which made me to fall deeply and at the moment they were full of undeniable love for me. A part of me wanted him to run and stop me from leaving but another part wanted me to leave.
                          
I left the person who told me he love me and I don't know whether I would regret it or.....
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AN: Will she regret it or not?