Chapter 26

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Jungkook stared at the twinkling stars, his eyes brimming with tears. Taehyung was beside him, his eyes also watery.

"I-I'm sorry" he mummered softly, Jungkook ignored him, he didn't fucking accept his apology. He wasn't the most forgiving person, it was hard for him to let someone in. It wasn't that he'd ever really been hurt, it was just he had a higher sense of the world.

True, he was younger than his friends. His friends were a year or two older than him, he had the same classes as them. A genius he was. More of a if you don't succeed in everything, you're getting kicked out of this house.

But honestly, how could Taehyung be like this, first him then Namjoon. How many hearts could he break? "Do you remember, us when you said to me that you love me and I said it back. What happened to that? What happened to all the promises, all that you said to me? Even if I try to forget I still remember, how I felt when it was a fraud. I still want those trips we dreamed of taking, when all we had nothing and all we did was laugh. What happened to that? We used to be inseparable, I used to think I was irreplaceable. Did you know that?"

Taehyung trembled he was full on crying now, he buried his head in the knees. "I-I'm sorry." Jungkook ingored him, he ignored him. He stared at the night sky emotionless, he was just a speck of dust within this giant galaxy.

Tears were just something that fall from your eyes, sadness was just something you feel. Happiness just another felling, you just a speck of dust. Pain, that was Kim Taehyung. 

The pain, everytime when he was around him. The pain that Jungkook felt. It hurt. Oh, it hurt. But like everything else, it was just something you feel. 

"I actually thought you loved me, did you know that? You know, you didn't just cheat on Namjoon. You cheated on me as well, I fucking fell in Iove with you" Jungkook angrily shouted the end, and Taehyungs tear stained face shot up.

"Y-You w-wha-what?" He asked tears momentarily forgotten, shock it filled his features. And Jungkook laughed a cruel, bitter, broken laugh.

"I loved you, no I actually still love you. Can you believe that? After all you've done, I actually still love you. It's almost funny. I thought you loved me you know? Little did I know you were with Namjoon the whole time. I can't believe you actually used me to cheat on Namjoon. And after all this I actually still fucking love you. Strange."

Taehyung gluped his feeling rushing to his head, the promises he made, the kisses they shared. The nights they shares, the laughs they had. The heart Jungkook trusted him to take care of.

The one he also had given it "I-I still love y-you" Taehyung said. And Jungkook laughed again, the cold bitter laugh.

And before he walked away he turned around and replied "You're going to have to work you're ass off for me."

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