"Alex! Wake up! Please wake up!"
"What's wrong... why are you screaming at me.. what happen?"
Why was I on his lap?
Wait.. wasn't I taking a bath....I looked down and saw that I was covered in a towel and was on his lap.
"What are you doing to me!"
I got up from his lap and fell.
"Be careful woman!"
"What happen to me?"
"Don't you remember? I came into the room and didn't see you so I called out your name, but you didn't answer me. I tried to listen to your heart beat, but I heard nothing. I saw that the bathroom door was locked and I started to hit the door. When I finally broke it, I found you submerged in the water. I got you out as soon as I could, you weren't breathing."
"Oh..."
"Yea.. you scared me there. What happen to you?"
"Um, I fell asleep. I guess I was too caught with my thoughts that I accidentally fell asleep."
"What were you thinking of?"
"Nothing, Leo."
"Alex, you can trust me, I wont hurt you, I promise."
His words are so soothing.
I can't help but put my hands around his neck."I was a human before this and I committed suicide."
"Oh"
"Yea, I was thinking about how much I miss my family and how much I want myself dead for causing them pain."
"Sweetie, don't say that." He said as he rubbed my cheek with his fingers.
"You can't say that! You don't know me! I am an assassin, I have killed a lot of people. Some were innocent some were not. I can't live with my self. I miss my mom and dad. I hadn't notice it until I saw Pamela and Julio. Pamela was my mom back when I was a human and Julio was my stepdad. I hate myself for leaving them. I promised to stay by their side forever. My grandparents they needed me." I said as I was crying on Leo's chest.
"It's alright sweetie. I am here now." Leo said as he rubbed my back.
Mom, Dad I am sorry..
After crying for awhile, I fell asleep on Leo's arm.
(DREAM)"I hate you Alex, you made me suffer!"
"I am sorry mother!"
"You did to get our families attention"
"No, Nico."
"You are a selfish child! You are an ungrateful person!"
"Dad, of course not. I am thankful for everything you guys have done for me"
"I should've let him hit you a long time ago"
"Mom you don't mean that. Right?"
"Mom, where are you? Why is everything so dark?"
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Life as a sin
FantasyMature content 18+ years. "Is not worth living... I hate my life... I hate myself.... I want my problems to go away... I am a great person, why does the world like to make me suffer..." Were the last words of a 16 year old girl who committed suici...