that wasn't what jungwoo wanted to here. he felt relieved when his phone stopped vibrating but a few seconds later it vibrated again. donghyuck could notice the annoyance from jungwoo's face and he guessed that it has something to do with his phone.
                          
❝it's my treat. just order what you want and i'll pay.❞ his plan was to bring donghyuck to a restaurant to at least let the boy eat, him looking thinner than before was worrying jungwoo even more. he will let the boy eat plenty and would just excuse himself as he go and distance himself from the boy to answer the call.


                          
he can't answer the call here at the cemetery, he might track him down.


                          
❝i'll stay.❞ the younger looked to the side, where yukhei's grave is ❝i still have plenty of things to talk to my boyfriend.❞

                          
maybe next time he could treat donghyuck out but for now, he needs to go and answer the call.
                          
jungwo was about to hand him the umbrella but the younger stopped him, ❝you need it more than me.❞
                          
❝but—❞
                          
❝hyung, are you not going to answer that call?❞ the boy tilted his head to the side


                          
he will but he doesn't want to leave donghyuck alone here in the pouring rain. but then again, donghyuck's already soaking wet so what's the use of giving him the umbrella?

                          
the last thing jungwoo did was to give donghyuck a hug, not caring if he'll get wet, and whispered a ❝take care.❞ before running away.


                          
the call must be that important, donghyuck thought. he could feel the rain pouring down on him as he was watching jungwoo run very fast. he was curious in to what the call was about.
                          
a smile then was formed from his lips, ❝jungwoo hyung is still the same.❞
                          
caring just like before. donghyuck sat down on the grass and let his body lie down on the ground. he stared the dark sky, no cloud. he closed his eyes as the rain was pouring down on him.

                          
❝you're lucky to have jungwoo as a bestfriend.❞ donghyuck said, talking to someone who's not there. ❝you'd be the luckiest man on earth if you would have jungwoo as your boyfriend.❞


                          
that was always the reason why they have these small fights. jungwoo, donghyuck has always been jealous of the older. not only he's attractive, but he also has a wonderful personality and a perfect life. he is together with his family, living a healthy and happy life. and yet, jungwoo was friends with two troublesome boys. yukhei has a crazy and rich father, donghyuck.. well you know how complicated his life is.

                          
but yukhei would have been better off with jungwoo. don't get donghyuck wrong, he loves yukhei very much but he couldn't help but think that it would be better if he didn't love yukhei and yukhei didn't love him. he isn't dense, he knew jungwoo had feelings for yukhei. he saw it the first time when yukhei introduced jungwoo to donghyuck. donghyuck was very jealous when he knew jungwoo is yukhei's bestfriend. he couldn't help but get jealous because someone very close to yukhei was this perfect.

                          
❝you would have been living a happy life if you chose jungwoo instead of me.❞ donghyuck frowned, covering his eyes using his right hand ❝i know, we talk about this a lot. it's me who you love and you only love jungwoo hyung as a friend but think about it. think about what your life would be when you would have been jungwoo's boyfriend.❞


                          
their first meeting now became his hated moment. he wished that he never met yukhei. then he wouldn't have fallen inlove, he wouldn't have someone to get attached to, he wouldn't feel guilty. but at least he felt loved.