LokiXReader: We're More Alike Then You Know (O-S!)

                                    

                                          
Loki X Reader: We're More Alike Then You Know (One-Shot!)
                          


                          


                          
Midgard
                          
You were lying in bed in your apartment; you hadn't gotten out of bed in days. You didn't feel like it, you heard a knock on your front door. You grumbled and got up quickly slipping on a long sleeved baggy sweater, you sighed and opened the door seeing Loki standing in the hallway.
                          
He grinned and walked in looking around curiously, "Why is it so dark in here?" Loki asked looking at the windows that had been covered with black sheets.
                          
You were silent and just walked back into your bedroom, you climbed into bed and hid under you're blankets.
                          
"(Y/N)?" Loki asked walking into your bedroom, he looked around the room curiously, Loki knew that you had been depressed for quite a while now.
                          
You sighed sadly and just resumed snuggled up in your blankets.
                          
"I know how you feel..." Loki muttered softly and sat on the edge of the bed, he pulled the blankets off of you. 
                          
You sent a slight glare at Loki, "You have no idea..." You grumbled.
                          
"You feel like you're all alone, you're not... I'm here..." Loki gave you a soft smile.
                          
"Just leave me alone..." You mumbled sniffling and wiping you're tears away with your sleeves.
                          
Loki got up about to take down the black sheets when he saw razor blades sitting on the top of your dresser, he looked at you curiously.
                          
You looked at Loki, "What?" You asked.
                          
"What are these for?" Loki asked picking up one of the razor blades showing them to you.
                          
You quickly got up and grabbed the razor blade opening your dresser drawer hiding under your clothes along with another stash that you had hidden.
                          
Loki looked at you worried, he turned you around, "Every time I come and visit you're always wearing a long sleeved sweater, why haven't you worn that sleeveless dress I gave you?" Loki asked.
                          
"I just haven't got around to trying it on... I've been very busy..." You muttered softly.
                          
"Busy doing what?" Loki asked.
                          
"Things..." You mumbled.
                          
"You don't seem busy right now, try it on, I want to see it on you" Loki smiled and opened you're closet doors and pulled out the dress handing it to you.
                          
"Loki I don't want to wear it..." You sighed.
                          
"Come on, you'll look beautiful in it" Loki smiled.
                          
"I don't want to wear it Loki!" You shouted.
                          
Loki looked at you shocked; you never, ever raised your voice at him, "Come on (Y/N)... Do it for me..." Loki muttered softly. You sighed and grabbed the dress from him and pushed him out of the room closing the door.
                          


                          
You walked out of your room in the beautiful green and black dress, the top was a mixture of lace and thin silk while the bottom was a long green silk skirt. You hide your arms behind your back looking down nervously.
                          
Loki stood from the couch and gasped, absolutely taken by your beauty, "You look... Stunning" Loki smiled and walked up to you.
                          
"The front is too low, my breasts are practically out in the open and it's a v back and I look horrible Loki, I'm going to go take it off" You quickly tried to walk back into you're room but Loki grabbed your wrist.
                          
"Why do you think so negatively? No matter what you were, you look like a goddess in my eyes" Loki whispered.
                          
You winced and quickly pulled away.
                          
Loki looked at you confused and saw you hide your arms behind your back; Loki sighed sadly and gently pulled your arms out from behind your back.
                          
Tears streamed down your cheeks, "Please don't hate me" You cried.
                          
Loki looked at the deep scars on your wrists; he looked up at you with those soft emerald green eyes, "Oh (Y/N)..." Loki knelt down.
                          
"W-What are you doing?" You asked.
                          
"Kissing your scars..." Loki muttered softly, "You do not deserve this... Please don't ever hurt yourself again" Loki begged and gently pressed his lips against your scars on your wrists.
                          
You looked at Loki shocked as he kissed each and every scar, even the new ones.
                          
Loki stood up and looked deeply into you (E/C) eyes, he pulled you close hugging you tightly, "You're not alone, I'm here for you" Loki whispered to you.
                          
You pushed Loki away, "No! You don't understand what it's like!" You cried.
                          
"I don't know what it's like?!" Loki pulled up his right sleeve revealing deep scars on his wrists, "I was in the same position you are now! Don't tell me I don't know what it feels like" Loki said sternly.
                          
You looked at Loki devastated and quickly ran into you're room, you took off you're dress and through it on the floor beginning to sob heavily.
                          
Loki rushed into you're room.
                          
You turned around and looked at Loki; you saw tears cloud in his eyes.
                          
Loki looked at the scars all over your legs and your stomach, tears streamed down his cheeks, "(Y/N)..." Loki looked at you sadly.
                          
"I'm sorry..." You looked down at the floor.
                          
"Don't you ever hurt yourself again..." Loki hugged you tightly and lovingly stroked your hair.
                          
You hugged back sobbing into Loki's chest.
                          
"Promise me?" Loki begged kissing your forehead; he cupped your cheeks and looked down at you.
                          
You watched tears stream down his cheeks, "I promise..." You whispered.
                          
Loki leaned down and pressed his lips against yours kissing you deeply, you blushed kissing back; you wrapped your arms around Loki's neck. Loki pulled you closer making the kiss even more passionate.
                          


                          
The next morning
                          
Loki awoke before you, he searched through you're home collecting all your razor blades, he grabbed anything sharp he could find and through it in the garbage. Loki walked back into your bedroom and saw you slowly open your eyes.
                          
"Good morning my love" He smiled and got back into bed pulling you close to him, he lovingly kissed your forehead.
                          
You smiled softly looked deeply into Loki's eyes.
                          
Loki gently played with your fingers, "A blade shall never touch your beautiful soft skin, I will protect you my dear (Y/N)" Loki whispered kissing your hand before grasping it.
                          
You blushed and kissed Loki's cheek, "I'm so glad I have you Loki..." You whispered to him.
                          
"I'm so glad I have you" Loki whispered to you before pulling you against him, you two both laid in bed while Loki held you close. You both lay there for the whole day just snuggling, Loki would every so often tell you how beautiful you were.