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I woke up during the night

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I woke up during the night. I still was a bit in a haze. I look around and to my surprise. Jamie was sitting next to the bed in the chair, sleeping. I start moaning in pain trying to move and Jamie wakes up. He jumps up and looks at me all concerned.

"Are you okay?"

"Are you seriously asking me that?" I asked in a half annoyed tone.

"Are you comfortable? Do you need anything?" He asked ignoring what I asked. I shook my head at him and I frowned at him.

"I'm fine. Why are you in here?"

"I snug in here. Everyone else is sleeping."

"Can you leave then?"

"Lena. I'm sorry. I don't know why I did this." He sighs and sits down.
"I didn't mean to hurt you and I'm so sorry. I didn't realize what I have. I didn't see what is in front of me. But I'm sorry. We can work this through. Lena just give me another chance."

Tears were in my eyes.

"I can't Jamie. I gave you all I've had left of me. I gave you everything I got. Still it wasn't good enough for you. I can't give you another chance. Cause I already gave you plenty of chances. I have nothing left to give to you. You took all that I have. I played all my cards and you still hurt me. You were everything to me. You were my everything. And you left me with nothing. I love you so much. But I can't do this with you anymore. I can't handle seeing you with someone else again. I can't take it. It's too much to take in. I'll rather go blind than seeing you with someone else like that again. You forgot about me while I was waiting for you. Jamie I'm done. It's over. You had your chance but you blew it. I don't have anything left inside of me to give to you anymore. I'm not good enough for you. I want to get divorced." I said with tears running down my cheeks.

He looks down. He shakes his head. I could see he is not taking this too well. But he hurt me so much that I can't give him anymore chances. I sighed and wiped the tears away. I turn my back on him and cried even more in silence.

"I'm sorry. It's better this way." I said.

"If you divorce me. I'll get you deported back to South Africa." I could hear in his voice he was upset. I cried in silence and eventually manage to speak.

"I don't care." I whispered.

I heard him squeezing the rail of my bed. He sighs and then I heard him going out of my room. I look up and saw he was gone. I laid back down and just let the tears come.

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