White song

                                    

                                          
A/n : it's My first time writing Takanoo fic in english, i thought maybe lot of gramatical Error and might be little bit weird, bc english it's not My mothertouge or even My second language, Then aaa i recomended to listening White song by Hyde while read This Fic XD 
hope you guys enjoyed. 
                          
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I hope snow will fall upon soon...
                          
I saw at window's weakly, the air getting colder outside, makes my cheeks and nose turning redder than before, thought it must be Winter soon. 
                          
I usually hate this season, the season that always make me weaker, and i know, the more my age increases, the more dangerous this disease. 
                          
Yeah, I have an illness, precisely in my lungs, I have trouble to breathing, especially during the winter, it's like better to die rather survive this season with my illness. 
                          
But, otherwise, I like winter, I like watching snow fall upon the town, make the town became white. and when winter come, he always came, with his Father, actually, both will take care of me when I getting weaker. 
                          
His father is my doctor, and because of his father i can still breath until today, I don't now that i still wanted to live or not, but when I saw my mother's face, I know that I must survive, she only have me. 
                          
"Keichan... are you Alright ? How was your feeling?" 
                          
I can hear my mother ask me worried, so I just look at her face and smile... a fake smile, "I'm ok Ma, shinpai shinaide~" 
                          
"your doctor will come soon honey, if you need something just ask the butler or maid ok? Mama must going to somewhere and well be back as soon as possible" 
                          
I just nodded and she gave me a little kiss on my cheeks, then left me. 
                          
Soon after she left, I can hear a car machine sound, then sound of footstep getting closer at my house, my smile just expand, it must be him... 
                          
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"Keichan hisashiburi, how was your feeling?" Ask my doctor, trying to be cheerful.
                          
" I feel good, sensei" I said, but suddenly my body shivering, i try to take a breath, but it's getting difficult, then my body just collapse, made everyone in the room got panic. 
                          
"YUUYA BRING MY BAG NOW!" Yelled my doctor to his son, than he lift me up to the bed and give me an oxygen mask, make me can breath more easily. 
                          
Soon I saw Yuuya's back with his father Bag, his father took an injection, I don't know what inside is, maybe a dope? 
                          
After he inject me, I feel so sleepy, now I know it was a dope, my eyes just catch at Yuuy's face before i really fall a sleep. 
                          
Such a beautiful shape. 
                          
I Know Honey, you always watch me in worried when my illness relapsed, i Know your tears came out when your father injected me again and again, and watching me fall in sleep with That condition. 
                          
I Know you Love me... 
                          
My eyes are opened when i heard my mother's frustrating voice when she talk with doctor. 
                          
"I will pay you as you want if you can cure Keichan" 
                          
"I'm so sorry ma'am I told you before, when Kei getting older, it's became more dangerous, I don't know how long he can survive, we just can give him a vitamins and pain killer for him" said the doctor trying to explaining my mom.