Chapter 5

                                    

                                          
Aaron’s POV:
                          
 
                          
“Hey bro, how’d it feel seeing Kaya…?” Dustyn questioned me as we were walking back to our house.
                          
 
                          
“Uh well, to be honest.. It felt great. Even though I barely talked to her… I didn’t even look at her Dustyn! What the fuck is wrong with me!” I shouted.
                          
 
                          
“Bro calm down. Their family is coming over for dinner later… Maybe talk to her tonight about everything. Maybe y’all can make up or makeout.” he winked.
                          
 
                          
I ignored his little comment and we arrived at our house. My hands were in my pockets, and then I realized I still had those 2 letters to read. I then ran upstairs into my room and started reading them. The first one read:
                          
 
                          
Dear Aaron Carpenter,
                          
To you, I’m just a fan. But you mean more to me than anyone ever has. And to think that you don’t know I exist really honestly hurts inside. And also to think that I’ll never meet you because I’m really poor. It hurts so bad to see you happy with all of your fans.. But someday we will meet. Hopefully.
                          
I’m not even sure if you’re ever going to read this. Even if you do, you still won’t know who I am. I know a lot about you Aaron. How your favorite color is red, your mom’s name is Becky, your smile can light up a whole room, how you never sleep, (A/N if you don't understand what I mean by this, BYE), your singing and when you make your fans smile, when you make yourself have a dimple, and you’re little freckles. Just the little things I have noticed make me go crazy about you.
                          
Well anyways, I hope you get this. I want you to know how much you mean to me and that you saved my life. You’re the reason I am living today and I just want to thank you in any way possible.
                          
 
                          
I will always love you,
                          

                          
- Kaya
                          
 
                          
Fucking Kaya. Kaya wrote me!! FUCKING KAYA WROTE ME A LETTER!!!! I then started yelling and dancing around my room.
                          
 
                          
Wait. She said she’ll always love me.. KAYA MIGHT FORGIVE ME JGPAOJGRO!!!!! I started freaking out even more. My excitement was uncontrollable. She has another letter.. This one read:
                          
 
                          
Dear Aaron,
                          
It’s my second time writing to you. But I still don’t know why I still am writing you in the first place. You don’t even know I exist but I really feel as if I can open up to you and just write what I’m feeling and that’s amazing. I don’t have any good friends.. Except Karen. Karen’s a really nice gal who is my manager at a small local cafe. Maybe you’ve heard of it? It’s called The Story Cafe. I work there every night to get money to help my mom because she doesn’t have a lot of money..
                          
To be completely honest, I don’t even see why I’m telling you this. It’s not like you care. But I guess that’s ok..
                          
I sat at home all day today, and I saw you on TV. My heart sunk.. I’m really proud of you, I really am. But it makes me one step further from you and I meeting, and one step closer to you becoming famous.
                          
I remember when we were kids and Dustyn and I were the best of friends. We all used to hangout together and play tag in the woods. Then, when we got bored of playing tag we all had picnics at the park with our toys and just laugh and have a good time. It got to the time when we were about 9 and we decided to build that huge fort thing in the back of the woods. That was the best time ever.
                          
Like I said, I don’t expect you to remember. But I remember every single detail. And I still dread the day you left me all alone. With no friends or anything. And you didn’t even say goodbye. Now I’m here, writing you letters, hoping that one day, we will be reunited and you won’t think of me as just another one of your fans.
                          
 
                          
I will always love you,
                          
 
                          
- Kaya
                          
She thinks I don’t care about her… And she thinks I don’t remember when I was the happiest person alive. She probably thinks I’m just an asshole now.. What have I done. I need to find her. And I need to tell her that I will always love her.
                          
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(A/N) It is starting to get a little interesting! How bout Aaron's little freak out ;)
                          
Sorry about my language in this book, and if you don't like it well suck my ass 
                          
IM KIDDDING if you don't like it, well sorry again and just deal with the fact people swear? 
                          
Okok welll this chapter was pretty interesting. Am i right? It'll get better, I promise. I know it kinda sucks because it's only the beginning of the book. So yaknow. 
                          
Stay beaut! 
                          
-kenz