Ashton || Ania

                                    

                                          
a short time of being together and you already feel at peace with him. you feel as if you could be yourself with him no matter what. and her me you were about to accompany him on tour. 
                          
your nerves were in over drive a you stood with him and his band mates as you all awaited the bus to arrive. the idea of being in a small space with many people made you panicky. you couldn't help but think this was a mistake. 
                          
you felt his hand squeeze yours. you look over at him as he just smiles. your nerves slowly vanished as you kept looking to him. 
                          
"Ania, everything will be okay. no worries." Ashton pressed his lips to your head. 
                          
the bus finally pulled up as Michael, Luke and Calum rushed inside. you stood back not knowing what to do. just so many bad thoughts enter your mind. but without protest Ashton pulls you towards the bus as you both enter. 
                          
the size is a little bigger then what you thought it would be but It's still to small for your own personal liking. you follow Ashton's lead as he shows you the bunk you both will be staying in. 
                          
"uh ash....i can't sleep in the bunk with you." you spoke as you notice his expression change. 
                          
"why? nothing will happen Ania, I'll be with you the whole time." 
                          
"I can't." he nodded understanding and not really wanting to push you. 
                          
you were thankful for his understanding but upset that you had made him feel bad In some way. as everyone soon got into their bunk you stayed seated somewhere that had enough space for you to move around and breath happily in. 
                          
hours ticked by and you still weren't able to sleep. you tried sleeping anywhere but the bunks. but as you found yourself tussling around you knew sleep wasn't coming any time soon. 
                          
"Ania?" you looked to see Ashton standing near you. "can't sleep huh?" 
                          
you nod agreeing to his statement. "what about you?" 
                          
"well I have gotten accustom to sleep with my girlfriend beside me." 
                          
you blushed. feeling as it was your fault that he wasn't getting the rest he needed. "just come lay in the bunk with me." 
                          
you couldn't deny him as he stood in front of you shirtless. you nodded and he lead you to his bunk as he helped you inside. you tried controlling your breathing as everything was so small and compacted. 
                          
"babe are you okay?" he questioned getting in beside you. you nodded as you tried to reassure yourself. 
                          
you wrapped your arms tightly around him as you tried to breathe. you closed your eyes hoping to think of a big wide open place. Ashton hand rubbed you back as he tried to sooth you. 
                          
your breathing finally calmed down as your head stayed placed on his chest. "why didn't you tell me you were claustrophobic?" he questioned. 
                          
"I didn't think I head a big deal." you spoke keeping your eyes closed. 
                          
"it is a big deal. Ania open your eyes." 
                          
you slowly opened your eyes. Ashton had you tightly held to him. you breathed a sigh of relief. you were safe with Ashton and you knew that. no matter the fears you have to know he is there for you and will help you concur anything. no matter the short time you have been with him. you couldn't help but admit that you loved him.