Emma's POV

                                    

                                          
It had been two months since Regina passed away. Zoie,Alissa, Kian and I each had to get up and speak at her funeral. It was really hard. Like really super hard. In fact it was so hard I started crying so much that I had to sit back down and have Alissa finish my speech. After the funeral Kian stopped talking. He still hasn't talked at all. So Ricky kind of has been taking care of Zoie. She's been taking it really hard. So yeah these last two months have been pretty messed up. I'm out of the hospital though so that's great. I had to stay an extra three weeks there because I started cutting again and nobody could get me to stop. So they kept me there to keep an eye on me. I started cutting again because Kian said that it was my fault Regina died. After he said that I ran into the bathroom and grabbed a razor and slashed and slashed. I hadn't done it for like three years so I accidentally messed up and cut myself to deep. That's why I screamed. I was still really mad at myself for screaming because if I wouldn't of screamed the guys wouldn't of found me and wouldn't of taken my razor. The truth is I'm still cutting but the guys think I've stopped. All of us have just been hanging in each of our rooms. I've just been listening to music. Then a knock on the door snapped me out of my thoughts. I walked downstairs. It was Zach. I opened the door. "Hi is Regina here?" He asked. I looked confused. "Oh Emma hey what's up?" He asked awkwardly. "Hey.....I'm sorry Regina passed away a couple months ago....what do you need her for?" I asked. He looked shocked. "Oh I um.." He started. Then Zoie walked over. "Oh hey Zach I see you've met my friend Emma! Emma this is my boyfriend Zach" she said. "Um no this is MY boyfriend Zach" I said. "What are you talking about? Zach what is she talking about?" Zoie asked and we looked at Zach but he was halfway down the driveway. We watched him as he ran down the street. "Is....is he cheating on us?" I asked with tears filling up my eyes. "I...I think so.." She nodded. I covered my mouth with my hand. Zoie wiped the tear under her eye. Then Jc walked in the room. "Hey girls......oh um what's the crying and the hugging about?" He asked awkwardly. I pulled away from the hug and pointed at Zoie. "She's cheating on MY boyfriend!" I yelled and ran upstairs. "Wait....BOYFRIEND?!" Jc asked. "Wait what about a boyfriend?!" Connor yelled from upstairs. Zoie ran after me. I put my head in my pillow and cried. I can't believe he was cheating on me. I thought I really liked him. I DID really like him...