Part 22

                                    

                                          
((AN:// Alright everyone, I know I literally just posted earlier today that I would update after classes were over, but I found that I had a draft of Part 22 that I never uploaded!! 
                          
So I quickly read it, updated it and well... Here it is!!
                          
For anyone who was concerned about me, thank you so much. I really do appreciate it!! A lot happened over the past couple years and it lead to to push these stories to the back of my mind and eventually I forgot about them.... Nothing can excuse this and I'm sincerely apologize. I appreciate everyone who has been waiting patiently for update and here you are!!
                          
Because it has been such a long time, I need to reread everything and try to remember everything that has happened thus far. Because it's been such a long time there may be inconsistencies but I will try to keep them to a minimum, and if you find any let me know and I will fix them.
                          
I also noticed that I had not put many trigger warnings previously and I'm very very sorry. I will be including them from now on and will add them onto past parts as well
                          
With that being said
                          
TW: ALCOHOL ABUSE, IMPLIED S*X ASS*ULT 
                          
PLEASE READ WITH CAUSION))
                          


                          


                          
Both Hoseok and Namjoon excused themselves in order to talk to each other privately. Their hands were intertwined as they were sat upon Jin's bed allowing for awkward silence to surround them.
                          
It was the elder that broke the silence first, "I just don't understand why you wouldn't tell me," he uttered quietly.
                          
The other took a moment to think his response through his mind before answering back, "I guess I just didn't want you to know. I begged Jackson not to tell you, but I guess he's just a blabber mouth...." He let out a sigh before chuckling, "I guess that's my own fault for trusting him."
                          
Hoeseok's smile grew wider as his eyes glazed over the note again, and again, and again.
                          
Remember you are loved
                          
Those words got him through so many days, but he would have never guess it to be from his own soulmate. If he were being honest with himself he had always assumed it was from Jackson or JB trying to cheer him up.
                          
On the bed the elder had shifted himself to be straddling the other and pressed their foreheads together. The position instantly sent a flush of red onto Namjoons cheeks, but placed his hands on his soulmates hips to keep him still.
                          
"I want to hear the words spoken from you," Hoeseok whispered with his eyes shut, "Please."
                          
Namjoon raised a single hand up to the boy's faced and proudly stated, "You are loved. You have been loved. You always will be loved."
                          
He meant it. With every part of his being.
                          
A soft, genuine smile filled Hoseoks face as a couple tears fell down from his eyes. 
                          
"Again..."
                          
"We all love you so much.."
                          
Hoseok melted into RM's arms and they embraced for what seemed like an eternity. In this moment, he wouldn't want to be anywhere else. He felt nothing but warmth in a way he had never experienced before. It felt real, and so tangible that it almost made everything he endured worth it.
                          
"Will you show me?" He asked almost passively, his eyes shinning with passion.
                          
The younger pressed his lips against Hoseoks so gently. This feeling was nothing like the other experiences of lust or neediness.