Book Two Chapter Thirty-two

                                    

                                          
           
                          
"No Georgina, Jackson knows and encourages it" She goes to ask a question, but the knock at the door stops her, getting up I practically run to the door grateful that Margaret is here just in time to stop her questions. 
                          
Letting her in we begin setting everything up, getting ready to cook, Roxy comes down dressed and ready to leave. Smiling at her I hug her goodbye and watch her leave. 
                          
We stand cooking for a few hours, Georgina constantly looking at me with questions to ask, I know as soon as Margaret leaves, I will be bombarded with them, finishing I show Margaret out thanking her. As soon as the door shuts I hear Georgina's voice. 
                          
"So, what is all that about with you and Roxy?" 
                          
Turning, she looks at me waiting for me to explain, I knew it would be too good to be true my mind telling me she might not ask. She is one of my best friends but can be very judgmental when she wants to be.
                          
"Nothing really, just some fun" I shrug hoping she doesn't ask again or ask anything else.
                          
"And you actually like it?" She looks at me with interest, not judgement for a change.
                          
"Yes, otherwise I wouldn't do it. Can we stop talking about it now? How about we figure out my hen night?" I smile, knowing that will get her to change the subject.
                          
"Hell yes, it is seriously going to be the best thing ever! You will so love what I am planning" She grins grabbing the laptop and sitting next to me. 
                          
For hours we sit here looking through her plans, she is certainly blowing the budget with this, Car, strippers, booze, hiring a place and a hotel for the night. 
                          
I don't think we need it all, but she has a list ready of everything she needs to sort so sitting here we book everything. She books the car, the hotel rooms, the club and a hairdresser and makeup artist. At the same time, we book the hairdresser, makeup artist and cars for the wedding.
                          
"Are you excited? It will soon be your wedding Alena, nearly everything is planned" She smiles. I nod I am but every once in a while, the thought of Jackson not showing scares me.
                          
"I will sleep here tonight, then tomorrow we can go find me a dress" She smiles too much I hate shopping.
                          
"I will take the guest one which is the best?" She looks at me waiting for me to answer.
                          
"They all have a bed isn't that all that is needed?" I laugh, unsure why she is asking which room is the best.
                          
"Yes Alena, but I am asking you which I should sleep in rather than just choosing myself" She laughs "Come on we could both do with an early night and you certainly look like you need one" I do I walk upstairs and point to a room she can sleep in. 
                          
"There is a bathroom in there as well" I explain as she walks into the room shouting, 
                          
"Night" on her way through. Walking into mine and Jackson's room, lying on the bed I struggle to fall asleep. It feels strange not having him in the bed with me, slowly I get more and more tired, too tired for even my mind and thoughts to keep me away. 
                          
Eventually, I fall asleep, I wake up and get ready for the day, walking downstairs I again make breakfast. I am actually getting good at this breakfast thing, well actually the whole cooking thing. Margaret is coming back Sunday to give me another lesson. Standing here cooking Georgina comes down.
                          
"Did you not get sleep again?" She looks at me.
                          
"I slept fine, didn't wake or anything, why?" I look at her confused, why does she seem to think I never sleep.