31 | Coming Out🌈

                                    

                                          
"Are you okay with having me around you?"
























































































































































                          
Damian's question stuck in my mind, I couldn't erase it from my my mind anymore.
                          
I was sitting with my Mother, eating Breakfast together and she was also quiet. Silence took over the room, we were sitting at. Even my Mother was confused as to why I was quiet, it's not like me.
                          
Lois: Jon, are you alright? Shouldn't you be happy today your Father will be released?
                          
Me: I-i am. I-it's just...something personal is bothering me
                          
Lois: What is it dear? You can tell me
                          
I slowly looked to the side, where my Mom sat and she seemed quite worried because she had those worried eyes and wanted to know why I was quiet. I lowered my spoon, bit my bottom lip and decided it's about time to come out of my shell and say the truth.
                          
Me: Mom, I have to tell you something. B-but...please understand that, I've nothing to do with it and that's just...how I turned out I guess, okay?
                          
Her soft and warm hand gently held mine, I noticed that and smiled at her holding her hand back.
                          
Me: Mom...I-i...I'm...different then others
                          
Lois: Ha? What are you talking about Jonathan?
                          
Me: I-it's more like...I-i...girls....w-well
                          
I kept sttuterring and cutting myself because I honestly had no idea what I'm saying at this point. I scratched the back of my neck, after releasing my Mom's hand. I just bit my bottom lip and went quiet, however this silence broke away when my Mom said-
                          
Lois: Jonathan Samuel Kent! Don't tell me you are Homosexual?!
                          
She literally spit on my face when loudly saying that, with wide opened eyes and shock in her eyes. I lowered my eyes, looked somewhere else before being yelled at, without even a proper reason.
                          
Lois: First, your Father. And now, you! Jonathan, are you joking with me? If you are, it's not funny!
                          
Me: Mom, why are you angry? It's just what I've become
                          
Lois: I never wished for you to be like this! Nobody accepts homosexuals nowadays! Oh my god, my only son is...gay...Wait a sec, so...all these times, you have been lying to me, right?
                          
Me: Lying? About what?
                          
Lois: That you are in love with Damian Wayne, you are, aren't you?
                          
My eyes grew wide open, as I stared at her with those big eyes. I gulped, not bearing this yelling I was receiving for revealing the truth.
                          
Lois: Jonathan, you have got to be kidding me! Why?!
                          
I, no longer wanted to stay here. She was too cruel to say these things to me. So I stood up quickly, letting the chair fall backwards and I, clenched my fists. She also got up, grabbed my wrist and started shaking me around harshly, even making my glasses lose their balance and go side-ways, destroying their average perfect position.
                          
Lois: Is this what I deserve?! Ha! Answer me, Jonathan! Ha! Tell me!!
                          
Tears filled my eyes, they rolled down my cheeks as I lowered my head and bit my bottom lip hard.