And If Your Heart Stops Beating

                                    

                                          
Allie POV
                          
 "Fuck you Mikey" i saisd to him. I went to the living area just when the guys entered. "There's something wrong Allie?" Frank asked, coming to me and hugging me. "No-o. It's o-okay" i said hugging him tighter. "Come here" he said, grabbing my wrist and taking me to his bunk. "You can tell what's wrong. You know" he told me. "Frank, i swear it's okay" i said to him. He leaned in and kissed my lips softly. "You sure?" he said, i nodded.
                          
Frank POV
                          
I can't continue with the bet. I can't. I can't. I'm... i'm falling for her. I can't do that to her. I can't. "Wait here, i come now" i whispered, she nodded and i got out of my bunk, and went directly to the living room. "I can't continue with the bet" Gerard and Ray looked at me smirking and Mikey, oh fuck, Mikey was there. "What bet?" he raised an eyebrow "Nothing you are interested in Mikey" Gerard said. "Okay, if you can't continue is okay, but you have to broke up with her" Gerard said. "No. I'm not gonna do that!" i said raising my voice to Gerard. "Why?" he asked smirking, fuck, he perfectly knew it. "Because i love her"  i said. Ray opened his mouth, just as Mikey did too. "I knew you would lose Frank, come one. You can't play around with anyone because you get too attached to them to hurt them" he said in a sassy voice. "Yes and what? Just because you are fucking asshole, i can't be a good person?" i said almost shouting to him. "You weren't a good person when you had sex with my girlfirend!" Mikey shouted to me. No this was too much. Those fucking brother were like the devil. They wanted revenge for what i did to Mikey. "Mikey i was drunk!" i defended myself. "I don't give a fuck if you were drunk! You had sex with her when i was gonna ask her to marry me!" Mikey said to me. "Wh-what" i heard someone whisper behind me. It was Allie reconigzed her voice instantly. "How much have you heard?" Gerard said. She had tears in her eyes. "E-every-everything" she said broking her voice. Allie ran into the bunk area and i saw her climbing into her bunk. "Great" i said with sarcasm, while i started to go to the bunk area but someone grabbed my arm and stopped me. "I'll go" It was Gerard. "Gerard, i'm his fucking boyfriend" i said. "I don't think you are now, and please excuse me i'm her brother" he said. i didn't care what he said, i pushed him and walked to her bunk. "Allie are you okay?" i asked her, she was laying in the bunk. "Yes" she answered with a cold voice. "Do you wanna talk?" "No" she answered. "Do you want me to do anything for you?" i asked "Get away. Get away" she said two times "But" "Go, just leave me alone. And this goes to everyfuckingonein this bus, leave me alone. And i'm not staying with you anymore. "With me?" "I'm don't wanna stay longer in this bus. Now leave me alone" "I'm not gonna let you go" i said, she turned around so i could see her face. "Leave. Me. Alone" she said, she had tears running down her face, i placed my hand in her cheek and kiss her. "I'm sorry" i whispered leaving her in her bunk. "How did it went?" Gerard asked raising an eyebrow. "Gu-guys, s-she wants to-o lea-leave t-the bus" i whispered, i was gonna start sobbing soon, and i knew it. "WHAT?! SHE CAN'T GO, NOT AGAIN. NOT AGAIN. SHE IS NOT LEAVING US." Mikey said, running to the bunk area. When he came back he said "Fuck her, if she wants to go, she can't go" "What the hell Mikey?" i said. "What you just heard" he said. What the fuck, was Mikey saying, she is his sister! For fuck's sake. Gerard got up, and went to Allie's bunk. Oh well, let's see in how many time Allie, makes her brother leave her alone. I think three hours passed since Gerard went to Allie's bunk, and i was getting worried.
                          
Allie POV
                          
How? Why? Did i deserve it? Why they were just messing with me? Even my own brothers. "Allie, I'm Gerard. I know, i'm probably the last person you want to see right now but-" i cut him off "Climb in" he looked at me weirdly but he climbed into my bunk. "I'm so sorry" Gerard said, wow i never thought i would actually hear Gerard Way say that. "I neve thought i would hear you saying that" i said, clean some tears of my cheek. "It's my fault, i was the one how decided to make the bet" i couldn't believe what Gerard just said. "What? It was you?" i asked confused. "Yes" he said looking down. "I'm sorry" he repeated. "Don't apology, i forgive you, but anyways, this is not your fault, and my thought of leaving is not gonna change" i said. "Why?" he asked looking me worried. "Because i can't stand being in a room with a cheater and someone who was messing with me" i said. "A cheater?" he asked. "Long story short Gerard" i rolled my eyes. "But Allie, Frank loves you, he came to the living room, to say that he couldn't continue with the bet, because he loves you" Gerard said, iknew it, i heard it, but i couldn't stay here for longer. "I'm sorry" i said.
                          
We spent lot of time, talking about random things in my bunk, until i stopped sobbing, crying and i was calm. Then Frank came to my bunk. "Allie, we just stopped. I thought you wanted to know" he had red eyes. Oh no. He's been crying. "Thank you" i said, trying to hold tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry Gerard. I'm leaving" As i said that i took a little bag that i had with some clothes. 
                          
I was redy to leave. I was in the door, saying goodbye to everyone. First i went to Ray and hugged him "I'll miss you so much Ray, i'll miss your fro" i said fake smiling. Then i went to Gerard and hugged him like i've never hugged no one. "Gee, i love you so much. I can't even express in words" i whispered to him while i was hugging him "I love you too" he said with a wide smile. I went to Mikey. I didn't hug him, i just whispered. "Goobye, i hope you do fine with your girl" wow those words hurt me like hell. Then i went to Frank, i hugged him, i pulled away and he leaned in kissing my lips softly but for a long time. "I love you Allie" he said. "I love you too Frank. I love you more than you can imagine" i kissed him as i opened the door and leave the bus. I saw the bus getting away from me. Now, no one can stop me, from leaving this place and end this fucking thing called life.
                          
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