When Shawn gets out of the car , my heart starts racing. Shit. Why is he here? Well, I know why he is here but I'm just being stupid right now
I get inside, closing the balcony's door behind me. The first thing I do is to turn down all the lights and pretend I'm not here
But then I realise that Art is sleeping and he will wake up when he hearts the doorbell. I should have answered the damn phone call but I followed Dua Lipa's rules.
After a few moments, Shawn knocks lightly on the door , probably knowing that Art is sleeping. I turn the lights on and eventually open the door
"What?" I whisper loudly
"Is Art sleeping?" Shawn asks me
"Of course he is. I'm going to LA and I need to get some sleep since my flight is leaving early tomorrow. Now, you can go back to your fiancée. Sorry, I forgot. Your wife " I say , clearly frustrated
"Can we talk? " Shawn asks me , with a low and calm voice
"About what?" I ask him quietly
"About everything" Shawn answers and I open the door further for him to come in
He sits on the sofa as I walk to my room to make sure that Art is still sleeping.
"So? " I ask him as I walk to the living room and sit next to me
"First of all, I didn't sue you. Chloe did. I didn't even know about it until you came into to the hotel today. And this is completely bullshit. Why are you going to LA? Why are you trying to stay from me?" Shawn asks me , trying to keep his voice down and not shout
I don't know if I'm angry or just confused. Probably a combination of both
"First of all, I don't care. I'm sick of Chloe. She used be my best friend you know. Friends don't do shit like that .Do you know how hurt I was when I found out that you are dating Chloe ? You practically broke up with me to date her. That's pretty shitty Shawn. And you don't know shit. She is the one who told me to not to tell you about my pregnancy. I know it's stupid that I didn't tell you but shit. " I say and I can feel the tears streaming from my eyes down to the cheeks
Why am I so emotional and pathetic?
"Can we not talk about Chloe for once?" Shawn asks in a demanding tone
"No. We can't. Everyone is trying make it seem like I'm the bitch but in reality, she is the bitch." I say and before I say anything else Shawn's lips are pressed against mine
His lips are so soft and move in sync with mine. His hands cup my cheeks as I run my hands through his messy curly hair
I feel like butterflies are throwing a party inside my stomach. God , I have missed this. Shawn smirks into the kiss as our bodies get closer to each other.
Shawn leans on me making me to lay down on the couch as he runs his hands under my shirt.
"Wait" I say , putting my hands in his chest
"What?" He says , looking at me in the eyes
Damn , those eyes
"What are doing? You are married to Chloe" I say , trying to catch my breath
"Chloe and I are getting a divorce. You are right. She is the bitch. I don't want to talk about it. Right now , I just want to feel your body on me " Shawn says, putting his soft lips on mine
We break the kiss after a few seconds and just look at each. This is cute. And awkward at the same time. I feel like saying something but all I do is look at his gorgeous eyes
"So" Shawn says and a smirk appears on his face
"So" I repeat
"I think I will just stay here tonight" Shawn says , looking at me , waiting for my reaction
"Yeah. You should stay here tonight" I say and Shawn smiles
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