Having barely any interactions with boys her age, she did not know what to comprehend from that incident. She was glad for once that her fear took over her and hid behind the boy who kissed her. She hoped that she could feign ignorance about that kiss and just leave that part of her life behind and continue on. She was fortunate to have the mental power to get that kiss to the back of her mind by composing herself after Mallow took that boy's hand and took him away. Unfortunately for her, that very same boy decided to attend her school. Not wanting to appear out of place, she acted like how she usually is while also keeping a distance away from him.
She knows that it was an accident, but she is just too embarrassed to even think about it. She does not exactly know what to do. She is too embarrassed to even her ask for advice from her female friends and servants. She tried avoiding Ash so she could finally get that kiss out of her head, but not much success.
When Ash came to her home today, he acted like the kiss never happened and act like his usual himself. It made Lillie relieved, but it was too good to be true