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I opened the house door and took my shoes off.

I grabbed a glass of water and made my way up to my room. I opened the door and set the glass cup on a table in my room. Also set my book back on my bed.

When I come home I quickly change from my school clothes into something comfortable {pic on top}

I took out the packet and paper along with pencils. I grabbed my phone and slipped it in my pocket. I grabbed the glass cup and walked down the stairs.

I sat down at the island took my phone out and decided to watch YouTube.

I heard a knock at the door then looked at the time it's 6:30pm

"Oh that's right joeys coming over" I said to my self and rolled my eyes but then smiled at myself

I got up and put my phone in my pocket. I opened the door and saw Joey standing in front of me. With a huge ass smile on his face

Gosh i do miss him.

"Hey" he said

I smiled "hey" and gestured him to come inside.

He did and I closed the door behind him.

"Okay So I was thinking of reading the passage here because I kind of didn't read it at my place" he said and ran a hand through his hair.

"Yea sure.. I'll just be on my phone and then you can tell me when your done" I said and made my way to the island where I was before.

He followed right behind and sat across from me.  He placed his backpack on the island and took out the reading.

The reading was about a blue bird {a/n I just made that up}

He began to read and I'm not gonna lie it was very awkward. I wish it wasn't but it was. Or is.

He then started reading out loud mumbling the words. I don't know if he did it on purpose but it seemed like it.

"Can you read in your head?" I questioned him.
"Does it bother you?"
"No" I lied ish
"Okay then" he smiled

Then he stared reading again out loud mumbling.

"Okay fine yes I lied it is bothering me" I said putting my phon down and hands up while laughing
"I know I figured" he laughed
"Your so annoying Joseph" I've never called him that

We looked at each other for a while

"I miss you" he said and moved his hand closer to mine.

"No you don't" I looked down at our hands"Yes I do" he lifted my chin and looked into myEyes

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"No you don't" I looked down at our hands
"Yes I do" he lifted my chin and looked into my
Eyes

Maybe he did mean it. But if he did then why was he making out with other girls and having sex with them.

"No you don't mean it"
"What makes you think that" he responded still looking into my eyes
"Be-because you've been sleeping with other girls and now because you have me here alone you want to sleep with me" fuck did I actually say that.

His eyes were now wide open
"I  have not slept with no fucking girl sense you broke up with me" he responded in a disgust voice because of me saying sleeping with other girls.

I don't believe him.

"Then why was your hair messy earlier in class today huh why did you come late too" I said raising my voice a little and let go of his hand.

"Are you serious right now? I was walking around the hallway and as I was about to go into class i ran my hand in my hair so don't start with that bull shit"

"I'm sorry." I said quietly and looked down at my phone
"Nina, I-"
"It's okay we'll just continue the project tomorrow."
"Okay"

He got up and left. He didn't even care to look at me. Not even say goodbye. He doesn't care about me.

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I hate myself.
8/16/18

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