Chapter 1

                                    

                                          
{Lances P.O.V}
I couldn't stand Keith talking to Allura with such rudeness "Keith! You ran away and you should of just stayed away" I could feel the rage in my voice, it hurt me so much when he left us... when we needed him the most. Keith looked at Allura then to me "Fine!" He put his jets on, Hunk tried to grab Keith's foot but it was to late Keith was already flying away from the group. "Keith!" Hunk yells, Pidge's eyes widen "KEITH! Come back!" Allura looked hurt, Pidge and Hunk looked at me "Why did you say that Lance?!" Pidge says with narrowed eyes, Hunk looked at me then looked away "It's not like I'm lying, he left when he needed him most!" Allura kept on looking at her clenched hands, she looked up "Keith... was right, if I didn't let my emotions get the best of me. Lotor would have never betrayed us in the first plac-" I cut her off while looking at her "hey. It's no ones fault except lotors, it was his idea to betray us from the beginning" she softly smiles "thank you lance" I softly smile at her, then my stomach started hurting. I felt sudden guilt looking at the direction Keith left too "You're welcome, but... I'm going after Keith" Hunk and Pidge look at me "Lance... if you go we might not-" I cut off Pidge "Yes. I'm aware that I might get lost trying to find him. Or I might never see you guys again. But I can't let Keith be alone by himself... feeling that We out casted him... he's a part of the team and-" I could see that Pidge and Hunk were grinning at each other, Allura was smiling "It's okay, lance. We get it, if the lions come we'll come find you. The both of you" Lance nods "Okay. Thanks guys" Lance turned on his jet, he started to follow the direction Keith went off to and try find him. 
                          
Well... that's if I don't get lost
                          
{Keith's P.O.V}
                          
I didn't bother listening to Pidge and Hunk, I didn't want to be around people who don't want me there. I kept on going in the same direction, I don't care where I go. Any where but with them... with Lance.
                          
I knew I was far enough from them, I stopped. I looked around to see no planet. Only a bunch of stars. I look my hands "why... do I always mess things up?!" I close my eyes to try focus my breathing, I could hear someone's voice "Keith!" I open my eyes "Dad?" I could see a faint figure in the distance "Why did you" i raise a brow "do what? Is that you dad?" I could see the face "Dad!" I fly quickly into his arms "What- how are you even alive!?" He softly smiles "Why did you do it?" I look at him "do what?" His eyes turn yellow, almost like a galra. "Why did you leave everyone when they need you most?" Keith's eyes widen "I- I did it because if I stayed then Lance would have to... be the only one who doesn't fly a lion... it would crush his heart knowing he wasn't needed... and i couldn't stand there being the reason why he couldn't pilot a lion..." He looked unpleased "You always ruin friendships before they even start" I pushed him away "Stop it-" his dad moved closer "Why do you always mess up?" I clenched his fists "stop it!" His dad was close to him now "Your alone now Keith" I raise my fist and aims for the face "STOP IT!" The figure disappears "Dad... don't leave me" I could feel my breathing go from deep breathes to small quick ones "I'm alone..." I could feel hot tears stream down my cheeks "Stop" I put my hands on my helmet, I got into a small ball "why can't I do things right?!" I kept on yelling things that came to mind, I stayed like that for awhile. I could hear my name "Keith." I ignored it, i knew by everything Tic I was going space mad. I heard it again but this time I felt something on my shoulder. I turn slowly, it was lance. I look away again and couldn't control my breathing. "Y-Your not there... I know I'm going Space m-mad" Lance's eyes soften "Keith... I'm right here" he puts his hand on Keith's helmet beside his cheek "Keith... did I-... are you feeling like this because of me?" I realized he was actually there, Keith looked up "Lance." Keith hugged him "I'm not- goin-ing mad right? Your a-actually here"  Lance couldn't stand Keith being like this. He looked so vulnerable. lance hugged back "yes. I'm actually here" Keith felt alot better, then his memories started flushing his thoughts. Keith started hyperventilating, lance's eyes widen with worry "Keith? Keith?!" Lance examines Keith's state "Your having a panic attack, you need to breath. Find something that can you see" 
                          
I can see you.
                          
"Something that you can hear"
                          
I can hear you
                          
"Something that you can touch"
                          
I reach for lances hand, I breath in "breathe in 3 times, nice and slowly" lance counts "One" I breath in slowly "two" I breathe out "three"  I breathe in, Lance smiles "feel better?" I nod "thank... thank you Lance" Lance softly smiles, I look away guilty "I'm sorry Lance" Lance raised a brow "I'm so sorry that I left the team... when everything was going to shit... I couldn't stand it, I tried to push you guys away so... you wouldn't push me away first, I don't handle rejection very well-" Lance looks at me softly "No no- I should be saying sorry. I'm the one who was rude to you... the one who made you leave..." I look at him "what do you mean? Your main the reason-" Lance cut in "i said those rude things to you without even thinking... i should be the one apologizing." Keith solfly smiles "It's okay, I completely understand but... we're lost in space, it's just us now" I look around "Your right. What now?" Lance looks away "We need to try stay calm and stick together." I nod "okay. We just need to try keep each other company" we stood there, quietly.
                          
Why would lance take the chances of getting lost and never seeing Pidge, Hunk and Allura? 
                          
I slightly glanced at him, i couldn't stop these thoughts flowing through my head.
                          
Maybe they told him to follow me and he went against his will.
                          
I shift a little feeling a bit nervous and something that I never felt before.
                          
Maybe... he wanted to actually see me, to see if I'm alright. W- no no that's stupid. Why would he want to check to see if I'm okay? 
                          
I turn around again to see Lance looking at me, we locked eyes.
                          
Unless... he truly did want to see me



                          
Authors note: hello my beauty's, this is just the first chapter. This is just the beginning of this story there is more to come;) 
But that's all for now, stay big and grizzled:3