chapter 6

                                    

                                          
I pull my phone out of my pocket as I hear it ringing when I look at it I see is Phil how strange I only saw him earlier that morning, what could possibly be wrong. I answer him but before I can say hello Phils already saying "hello Sang". "Hello Phil is everything ok or do you miss me already" I say with a giggle. He doesnt reponse to that " I don't want to worry you but I know by saying this that I probably already am. I was just wondered if you could come over to mine and Nancy's tonight there's something we need to talk about" Phil tells me. "Really now I've go to go a while day worrying about this. Are you both ok, Did you do this on purpose. Can i bring Bailey or is this more of an adult only thing" ask him. He sighs that's never a good sign. oh god is there something wrong with one of them I don't think I could cope with that. "If you can Sang I would prefer it was just you". My heart is thumping in my chest what could this be about , I just can't think of a reason. All this awful scenarios running through my head. I just have to think of some words to reply with "erm yeh Ok I'll ask Bliss if she can watch Bailey. what time are you home I want to talk as soon a possible you have me really worried" I tell him. "I'm sorry Sang I didn't mean to worry you I just need to talk to you that's all. I'm finishing in a few hours" Phil says. Ok I'll be straight round after college ok" I inform him and he agrees and we say bye. "Everthing ok Sang that didn't said like a positive convo" Bliss says. I rub my hands over my face and answer "I don't no what sort of conservation  that was to be honest. Can i ask a favour please" I say. " of course depends on the favour though to whether I agree" Bliss smirks she already knows what I'm going to ask she heard me. " can you watch Bailey for me please while I talk with phil" she smiles at me and says "do I mind watching that little man of course not then, you can tell me the gossip when you get home and if it's bad news I can give you a big tub of ice cream and a hug" Bliss tells me. " Thanks so much Bliss" I say, "You don't need to thank me Sang were friends and friends help each other out" she tell me matter of fact like. 
                          
The day drags by I'm just dreading what ever Phil was going to tell me. I was on the bus watching the world go by. Bliss had text me saying she had got Bailey no problems he had a good day and eaten well and she was taking him for dinner, even had a selfie of the two of them to prove she was getting dinner. Now that brought a smile to my face, soon I was of the bus making my way towards Phils house and was knocking. Nancy opened the door and ask "why didn't you use your keys Sang, are you ok you look a little pale" she tells me and gives me a hug and pulls me inside. "Sorry Nancy after Phils call my heads been all over the place. I've been worried about you both trying to figure out what could wrong with either of you". The look of Nancys face is confusion. " What are you talking about Sang. What an earth did that idiot of a man say to you" she says to me. That bring a smile to my face, " so your both ok no one's dying" I ask her. "Well I wouldn't say no one yet. PHIL PHIL GET HERE NOW" Nancy yells though the house. PHIL comes running to where she is. "What wrongs where the fire at" Phils looking around trying to find the danger. the problem. "What did you say to this poor girl. She things one of us is dying. My god Phil what's wrong with you" Nancy says. Phils looks to me with wide eyes "I'm so sorry Sang I didn't even think about you thinking that" Phil says to me. I let out a breath of relief "Oh thank god I'm so happy your both ok. When you said you wanted to talk without Bailey, I just thought the worse. As we was just here yesterday my mind just keep thinking of all the awful things" I tell them both. But I notice them both look at each other and Phil nods, and leads me to the kitchen and sit me down in the chair. 
                          
"I don't no how to start this conversation without sending you straight into fight or flight mood" Phil tells me. The goes my heart again beating so fast it feels like it's going come up my throat what could he possible have to tell me. Is it about my parents or my sister that's all that comes to mind that's  all he would have to tell me. I don't have any other family. Nancy holds my hand but says to Phil "Just start with the meeting you had". Phil clears his throat and goes on to say " so I had a meeting today with some people about something that I will tell you about after i just need you to clear something up for me ok". I nod that's all I can do. what help would I be. what could I possibly help  clear up.