Chapter 6

                                    

                                          
Katherine's Pov 
I was in the parking lot of the school getting out of my car when I bumped into someone. 
                          
"Hey! will u watch it". I said to the person who bumped into me. 
                          
"Oh fuck off". They guy mumbled to me as he kept walking with his hood up and his hands stuffed into his pocket. 
                          
"Uhhh guys, such fucking dickheads". I walked towards the school and went to my locker to get the books I needed. 
                          
After a minute or so the bell rang and I was walking through the doors to my maths class. 
I saw Emma And Lauren wave down to me and I made my way to sit beside Lauren. 
                          
Em and Laur have been my best friends since I came to this school. At first I wouldn't let them in I didn't want to have any friends I was perfectly fine on my own, but Emma and Lauren were different, to this day they are the only people that know the real Katherine Barrell, well there's just one other person who knows me for me too, his name is Nick and then obviously my little brother. 
                          
Eventually Mr Holland showed up to class and he straight away got into the work that needed to be done 
                          
The sound of the bell ringing made me jump back into reality. "Ok guys, the homework is on the board and I don't want to hear any excuses on Monday to why u don't have ur homework done. That's all for today enjoy ur weekend."
Mr Holland my Maths teacher said. 
                          
Mr Holland was a good teacher all though he was strict when he needed to be. I felt someone tap my shoulder making me turn my head coming face to face with Emma and Lauren. 
                          
"Hey u ok, u kinda zoned for the entire class did something happen this morning?" Lauren asked me with a hint of worry in her eyes. 
                          
"I'm fine, I'm just not feeling too good." I told them hoping they would just drop it. 
                          
Sometimes I guess I just have bad days and they know that if I really needed them I'd talk to them about it. 
                          
"We don't believe u but we're not going to push u to tell us something ur not ready to tell us, so when u ready we're here." Emma replied while Lauren nodded. 
                          
"We'll see u at lunch". Emma said while touching my arm and walking out of the room to get to her next class. I walked out of the classroom making my way to art. 
                          
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I was sitting outside leaning against a tree while listening to music with my eyes closed. 
                          
After a while someone blocked the sun from my face I opened my eyes to see Ms Chalkley standing over me. She looked at me then took a seat beside Me leaning against the tree also. Uhhh can't she just go away already I feel like no matter what she always just some how happens to just be there. But I'm not gonna be rude so I'll just let her be. 
                          
There was a complete silence between us until she broke it. 
                          
"So...what are u doing here instead of being inside with ur friends." She asked me. 
                          
"I like to just sit here sometimes and listen to music and just forget about all the shitty things in my life. I don't know music is like my getaway from things".
                          
I have this one room in my house that has everything pianos, guitars, drums, microphones literally everything. Nobody knows about that room I keep it locked at all times, so when I go into the room it's usually because I have something on my mind so I write and write and write and when I'm done I have a new song. I don't even know what I'm doing until I come to the bottom of the page. I guess music just calms me down.
                          
I looked at Ms Chalkley to see her staring up at me. Why did I tell her that she obviously doesn't give a shit. 
                          
"I don't know why I told u that u don't care about that kinda stuff."