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Andy's PoV- *flashback over*
                          
i sat on Rye's bedroom floor, back pressed against the door as he lay between my legs, the soft audio of mikey playing a game of fifa from his room filling the silence..
                          
..along with soft sobs coming from the brown haired boy laying in my arms.
                          
"why me" he mumbles quietly, "why did i have to fall for her 3 years ago. i wasted 3 years of my life with someone just using me. why me andy?" Rye finally sits up and looks at me, his face plastered with an expression id never imagine Rye to show.
                          
what happened to my confident, strong, goofy, loud, happy, full of life but also slightly arrogant (which i sort of loved) Ryan? always able to make me laugh and smile with any of his jokes or goofy actions. made witty comments every now and then, which did occasionally get on my nerves but i still loved and found them hilarious.
                          
yes, he also had quite a sensitive side, but i'd never seen him like this..
                          
the Rye i see now.. sad, broken, almost afraid and so fragile..
                          
that was not the Rye i knew. all broken apart by a girl.. who i'd never really liked at all. and i knew for a fact she didn't like me either.
                          
"why me andy.. am i really not enough.." he whispered, laying back against my chest. i cradled him, and just let him cry.. kissing his forehead every now and then.
                          
"Rye, remember what i said earlier.. back in the park.. you are more than good enough, you deserve the world & more, and anyone who has you, shouldn't need or want anything or anyone else.. always remember that Rye.."
                          
"you are good enough and you are worth it. whoever gets to be with you should be so god damn lucky. because holy crap you are one of the most amazing humans i've ever met Rye"
                          
"Ally is a straight up bitch, and she didn't deserve you, not one bit. her heart is no where near as big, kind, loving and caring as yours. for her to use someone like you the way she did is completely wrong and just downright disgusting"
                          
"Rye, don't for one moment feel like you aren't good enough just because you were used. because that doesn't say shit about you, it says shit about Ally. all she wanted was fame, she only cared about herself. be honest with me Rye, whenever you's talked, was it ever about you?"
                          
"n-no.. only if i did something she didn't like.." he mumbles and i paused.
                          
"what exactly didn't she like..?" i asked, running my fingers thought his hair.
                          
"you. how close i was with you." he tells me, "every time he hugged, kissed, hung out for too long or sometimes even just talked.. she'd get mad. but i-i didn't stop. that's the one thing i wouldn't let her stop, i wasn't gonna let her stop me from being with you. because you made me happy even when i was with her.."
                          
"Andy.. i don't think i even ever loved her. i don't think i'm even bothered about the fact she even used me anymore. because through out all that you've said. i've been thinking about the past 3 years while listening to your every word. only andy, all my memories from those 3 year,  were with and about you, even ones of Ally, were mainly to do with you. because all Ally ever asked me about that was to do with me.. was you. she basically knows more about you than me based on the fact you're all we really talked about apart from herself."
                          
"we used to argue about you too. about what i can and couldn't do. and well, i never listened. these whole past 3 years i've been convinced that Ally was the one making me happy.. but in reality, i was obviously just confused, extremely confused.. and blind. because, it was you Andy. always you. you were the one making me happy.. and wow am i so fucking annoyed with myself for not realising sooner" Rye finishes, now sitting in front of me, as if all the sadness from the room had just vanished, replaced with his beaming smile and sparkling eyes i've always loved.
                          
"d-did i say something wrong?" he suddenly asks and i look at him confused, "um.. fovvs, you're crying.. quite a lot actually and i-"
                          
i pull him towards me, pressing my lips against his, wrapping my arms around his neck. his immediately find my hips as he pulls our body's closer.
                          
"nothing was wrong" i pause, my face still inches from his, "in fact i've never been so happy to hear that in my life" i finish and another smile just spreads across Rye's face.
                          
"good" is all Rye says before suddenly smirking, causing my breathing to hitch.
                          
he presses lips against mine, and i kiss him back instantly, like never before. i gasped and Rye took that as an opportunity, slipping his tongue into my mouth, deepening our kiss.
                          
my back pressed firmly against the door, rye sat straddling me, barely any space between both our body's as our tongues fought for dominance, Rye obviously winning.
                          
my hands went to his hair as i gently pulled, earning a soft moan from Rye making me smirk. 
                          
3 years and were finally here..
                          
"Andy" Rye whispers, breaking our little make-out, keeping our faces still just inches apart. both of us breathing slightly faster than normal.
                          
"mmm.." i hum, staring back into his eyes.
                          
"lets go somewhere" He says and i tilt my head to the side, confused.
                          
"what do you mean..?" i ask and he gets to his feet, holding out his hand, which i take and he pulls me to my feet. his hands rest on my hips, mine on his chest.
                          
"like.. just us 2.. a trip somewhere.. a little holiday" He says with a smile.
                          
"oh yeah? and where did this suddenly come from?" i chuckle.
                          
"let's just say.. tomorrow we're meeting a friend of mine" Rye grins, laying down on his bed, pulling me with him.
                          
"you're full of surprises you know that right?" i laugh and he just pecks my lips.
                          
"and you, look tired" he smiles and i sigh before rolling over.
                          
his arms go around my waist, pulling me into him so my back pressed up against his chest. i smile and relax in his arms and close my eyes, "goodnight Ryan"
                          
"goodnight Andy.."