Qin Fen accepted the food from Jackson shyly. Jackson smiled at the scene. He endured the urge to go up and hug him. Qin Fen ate the food slowly. They talked and laughed, but there was something missing-- the closeness.
Qin Fen still feels down after hearing Jackson's confession to who knows who. Well, who wouldn't be anyway? The person you love for years suddenly declared their love for who knows who the lucky person is in front of your face. He wanted to talk normally with Jackson; but he can't, so he pretended to play with the utensils, pretended to smile, and pretended that his heart wasn't aching, pretended that his aching heart didn't made his stomach ache worse.
He wants to ask who the lucky person is, but also doesn't want to. He doesn't want to know whoever made Jackson look so smitten, he doesn't want to.
Because he's afraid that the next time he'll be admitted to the hospital won't be for a stomach ache, but a heartache. Exaggerated but true. That's how much he loves Jackson.
Jackson saw Qin Fen being down - and he knew it was his fault. He saw Qin Fen struggling to open the cap of the sports drink, so he took it without words and opened it. His next action took Qin Fen by surprise. Jackson drank the sports drink and held Qin Fen's chin to lift it up. He pressed his lips against Qin Fen's. He forcefully made Qin Fen drink it.
The scene was so messy-- they were so messy.
As the water lessen in Jackson's mouth, he took the chance to insert his tongue in Qin Fen's cavern. It was warm-- and sweet. Jackson kissed Qin Fen roughly and with greed, as if he wanted to eat Qin Fen whole.
Qin Fen remembered the scene where Han Mubo also kissed him- but today, something was different. He didn't struggled. He kissed Jackson back. He held on and go with the flow, his heart was pounding, his blood was rushing.
It was incredible.
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Fanfictiona childhood friend and a roommate, qinfen who would you choose?? ✓ completed book highest ranking: #7-qinfen
