Preview for new book called Beginnings Mistakes: Chapter 1

                                    

                                          
Yes the book is over because I haven't gotten anymore ideas, by don't worry because the second book is on the way.
                          
"I still think we should go to America bec-" before I finished talking I got cut off by my phone. 
                          
Unknown: Hey you miss me
                          
I was confused because for the past few weeks I've been getting the same message that's asks if I miss them.
                          
Me: I'm sorry but I can't miss you if I don't know who you are.
                          
"That person again?" Taeyong asked then kissed my forehead. "Yeah, everyday it's the same thing, 'Hey you miss me'."
                          
I let out a loud sigh and he gave me a hug, and that's when my phone dinged.
                          
Unknown: How do you not know me baby girl.
                          
Me: I've me a lot of people you're going to have to be specific.
                          
That's when everything went we started.
                          
Unknown: Then let me jog your memory.
                          
Unknown: You lost your first with me.
                          
"I lost my first what, I lost a lot of first with different people."
                          
Unknown: It's the most important first most girls aren't willing to give away.
                          
Unknown: And sadly the way you last it... let's say, it wasn't the way you wanted to.
                          
"No. N-no, i-it can't be. H-he was suppose to be in jail. R-right T-Taeyong, He's in jail?" I started having a panic attack, and Taeyong noticed. "Yes, Y/N."
                          
Everytime always had a feeling it was Taehyung I started panicking and Taeyong had to convince me there was no way, but how could you possibly explain the text.
                          
"How can you explain this then?" Tears started falling from my face as I showed him the message.
                          
Truly I'm scared I don't want any thing to happened to us.
                          
"Let me see the phone, you might just be paranoid." He said and reached for the phone.
                          
I gave the phone to him to prove to him that I'm not lieing or paranoid.
                          
As he read the messages I explain everything to him.
                          
"When I lost my first Taehyung was drunk so Namjoon brought him home..."
                          
I remembered everything, and it was painful.
                          
Flashback:
                          
After about 11:00 I heard a faint knock at the door. When I opened it I saw a fucked up Taehyung and carrying him was a completely sober Namjoon. "What the fuck happened?" I asked a little annoyed by Tae. "This dumb ass got drunk so I had to babysit." "Ok, can you bring him inside on the couch for me?" He said ok and came to lay him on the couch. I soon thanked Namjoon for his help and he left.
                          
Tae was on the couch looking miserable so I went in the kitchen to get him a cup of water. I came back and he took the water and said, "I want you so bad." I look at him and said "Tae your drunk, do something with yourself while I go in the shower." I walked away from him and went in to the shower.
                          
I was almost finish in the shower when I heard the curtain swing open. I looked over to see who it was, and it was a half eye opened to Tae. "Y/n, you don't how bad I want you right now. I want you right here right now." I was so shocked by what he said, that I didn't notice the naked Taehyung walking up on me in the shower. I slowly backed up until I felt the cold wall of the shower. He had me cornered and I had no way out. Soon after two minutes of looking at my lips, he kissed me while pushing me closer to him by my waist.