41. "You are born to perform, remember that." (Narration)

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I narrowed my eyes, "Really? Can you correct that?"

"Hey. Stop being a grammar nazi again, of course it should be rightest, you think I didn't learn from you?"

I glared at him, "You didn't."

He just laughed awkwardly and that made me smile.

Sometimes Jungkook acts like the biggest baby ever, he was such a brat that it annoyed the hell out of me. He has different sides on him that I do think majority of the people who they proclaimed themselves as his "friends" specially those flings he had, didn't know. Jungkook was known in our school because of his face, flirty personality and playboy reputation, everyone likes him for that. People should realize that Jungkook is more than that dude who changed girls like changing clothes and he is more than that handsome dude that is amazing at everything he does.

He is more than that and I'm sure of that.

For me Jungkook is just a lonely soul who needs someone that can understand him.

He didn't know that I always see him talked to his mother with longing, he didn't know that I always noticed how much he frowned when he heard someone just appreciated him because of his looks and not because they truly care, he didn't know how I always stare into his eyes and found loneliness in it.

He didn't know how I always try to get through his mind and understand him.

And how he always didn't let me to do so.

There were lots of time were I thought I can already put the puzzle pieces in its places but he'll come and ruined it again.

It's always like that, it's like a cycle that we both can't stop.

He'll pull me but push me once I'm already near.

It was exhausting but with him I'll always be patient.

I was snapped out of my thought when I felt him softly fixed my hair, he has a soft expression while doing so that it made me smiled, I closed my eyes feeling the comfort in his hold... or is it just really relaxing when someone plays with your hair?

"Sorry for messing your hair, I forgot I shouldn't messed it because we are going to perform." he said after fixing my hair.

I laughed and pushed his head away from me, "Space."

He rolled his eyes, "Here you are again with your space."

I was about to talk back when a staff went to us frowning bitterly like she was shouldering the world's biggest problem, "Ya. You two, I don't appreciate you flirting here and doing God knows what. The program's about to start."

With that said she quickly left us and spread bitterness to other people here.

"Who hurt her?" Jungkook asked me.

I shook my head on disbelief, "Let's just ready ourselves, she's right, the program's about to start."

We then stood up and waited for our turn to perform. Jungkook and I were beside each other just chatting about anything under the sun, we literally has the weirdest topic that a mankind can think of and that made me relaxed and distracted from being a nervous wreck.

"Hey, so... I just want to say good luck to the both of you. Make our school proud okay?"

We stopped talking when Eunha and Yugyeom suddenly went to us, Yugyeom was holding a sling bag while Eunha was just beside him. I smiled at her and said thank you, I nudged Jungkook's side when I saw him became silent just ignoring her.

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