Chapter 19: Last Destination

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⚠️ There are some sensitive scenes in this chapter if you are not comfortable with them please do not read this chapter. ⚠️

"Hyung?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you want to see Yoongi?"

Jin's eyes widened, "Yes of course."

Jimin was surprised at how quickly the latter agreed. He stood up and supported his hyung lift up off of the bed.

"Are you sure? Do you remember what he did to you?" Jin stopped in his tracks and looked at Jimin. "I do, but I forgive him, not being with him has made me realise how much I miss him, I don't care about what he's done I just need to see him...I love him Jimin, I would do anything for him." Jin turned around and started walking slowly and cautiously to Yoongi.

His feet dragged across the floor as he walked down the endless corridors, passing sick patients and stressed doctors. Soon he reached the room that Yoongi was in. Once his eyes glanced upon his lover he felt them sting. He placed a sweaty palm onto the window as he watched the younger's chest slowly rise up and down. Jin looked at Yoongi's face, the tube that had been placed down his throat made him look like he was dying, he was dying.

He entered through the door leaving Jimin outside waiting for him. Jin sat next to Yoongi and took his soft hand in his. He reached over and caressed his cheek whilst softly humming a song.

"Yoongichi, how are you doing?" Jin asked quietly. He interlocked their hands giving his a tight squeeze.

"It's me, Jin. I've really missed you." Jin whispered. He stared at his peaceful face, his fingers now brushing through the latter's blonde locks. He took in the constant beeping sound of the monitors next to his bed.

"I wish I could see your beautiful eyes again, and hear your voice." He felt his throat giving up on him as he thought about it. "I love you Yoongi, you can make it through this. I don't care about what you did we can just put it in the past for now, please I just need you alive, I won't be able to survive without you in my world."

"I-I took you for granted, I'm sorry, I regret everything I said to you before. Everyone makes mistakes, I should've just kept my cool." Jin felt his heart ache as he realised how helpless Yoongi looked. It made him feel guilty for not wanting to see him sooner. He would've but his doctor wouldn't let him because of his state.

"The boys are falling apart without you here Yoongs, they're driving me up the wall." He chuckled trying to lighten the mood a little, he knew that in reality they seriously were falling apart but Yoongi didn't need to hear that right now. Jin felt a warm tear slide down his cheek as reflected on the things that have happened in the past week or two.

"Yoongi, please don't give up. You can do it, I know you can, and I'll be with you every step of the way. I'll watch you grow stronger and stronger as days go by. We all need you, Armies need you too, you can't give up. Please." Jin stood up and brought Yoongi's hand up to his face, gently placing a kiss on it.

"I love you." He said his voice cracking due to the tears he was holding back. He numbly walked out of the room his head hung low, as he approached Jimin.

"Well done." Jimin praised softly patting the latter's back as they started walking back to Jin's room.

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Jungkook placed his headphones on and pulled his hood over his head as he walked Past the crowded areas of the city. He reached into his pocket grabbing his phone and playing the music he had recently downloaded.

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