"Okay, I'm not saying let's get pregnant now but theoretically if you found out you were pregnant next month you could get your products out, promote them, still come on tour with me and then we would come back a couple of weeks before the due date and have the baby in LA. We will get through the first few months together then find daycare so you can go back to work or hire someone so you can work from home and have the baby at home with you." He said this as if he had already preplanned it and to be honest I was extremely impressed. It proved to me he was ready for a baby. 
                          
"I don't want to hire someone" I started to shuffle closer to him. He smiled a genuine smile which I returned. 
                          
"Okay. We don't hire someone. I'm not going to let you raise our child on your own. Even if I was gonna do that Tyler wouldn't let me." He smiled again and made me go all mushy inside. 
                          
"Are you ready to give up all your free time? No more partying or spontaneous anything, this is some real adult shit" I threw at him. His face dropped as he realised what I was saying.
                          
"Are you actually considering this?" He started to breathe heavily which made me grin. I wrapped my arms around his neck and dropped my expression. 
                          
"Do you think I'm gonna be an alright mom?" I asked, his smile dropped. 
                          
"Sage, you are going to be the best mom ever, after my mom obviously." He shrugged his shoulders.
                          
"You have to help me, always be there if I need you to look after it." I was laying down the terms before I said anything else.
                          
"Of course" he grinned as his hands wrapped around my waist. "Wait, are you just fed up of me bringing it up. I don't want you to just give in to me, I want you to want this" he became serious. I rested my forehead against his.
                          
"Josh I have wanted your babies ever since I met you." I confessed, he chuckled and kissed me lightly. It was like we both realised we hadn't kissed in four days, I had one taste of his lips and suddenly I smashed my lips onto his. He gripped me tightly as if I were about to run away. 
                          
"Wait wait" he stopped just as he had turned me around and hoisted me onto the table. "So you're ready? Like for real?" He said out of breath.
                          
"Yes but we are not conceiving our first child on a table backstage." I slid off the table but he stopped me.
                          
"Okay but can we just make out a little bit, it's been like four days" he asked sheepishly. I rolled my eyes and pulled myself back up onto the table. 
                          
We went back to the others twenty minutes later, I wasn't allowed to give Josh any hickeys since he was going on stage but I managed to sneak one in. He, however had given me a ton which I did not appreciate. I went over to Jenna and Ollie since Tyler was now getting ready and sat next to them.
                          
"Jesus I see you two made up." She ran her finger over my neck and squinted as if she could feel the pain. 
                          
"We sure did" I giggled before pulling Ollie onto my lap. "Oh Jen, I'm so in love with him." 
                          
"Ollie or Josh?" She laughed, making faces at Ollie as she spoke.
                          
"Both." I booped noses with him and he let out an adorable giggle. I gasped and looked at Jenna to see if she heard it of which she of course did. They both giggled with Ollie, I didn't know that such a small action could bring me such joy. 
                          
"I think Ollie loves you just as much." Jenna smiled, Ollie reached out for Jenna and she took him back. "But mommas number one" she added. 
                          
"We're going on in a minute." Josh mentioned, he pulled me up from the couch so I could go to the side of the stage with him. 
                          
"I'm just gonna get Ollie some ear defenders" Jenna said and handed Tyler the baby. 
                          
Josh started to jump up and down to shake his nerves off. I looked over to the other side of the stage to see Tyler doing the same while Jenna bobbed Ollie up and down. I kinda wanted that. Josh scooped me up to snap me out of my gaze. 
                          
"Are you excited?" I asked as he nuzzled his face into my neck. He hummed against my skin. "Do you think you're gonna be tired after the show?" I followed up. He pulled his face out of my neck and looked confused.
                          
"I don't know maybe, why?" He squinted his eyes, I shrugged and he caught on. "I think the show might just energise me even more personally" he added, I laughed and pushed him off me.
                          
"Yeah okay sure." I laughed, he kissed me quickly and then jumped a bit more as he prepared to run on stage. 
                          
I will never ever get tired of watching Josh perform. The way he shakes his head, bounces up and down, waves his arms around and sticks his tongue out once in a while. It's all so attractive. 
                          
When he did his drum battle, I just gawked at his arms and the way they were just a blur with how fast they were going. It was madness. I hoped our children got even an ounce of his talent.