Forgive me?

                                    

                                          
It's been a week since Jordan's confession, he pretty much ignored me.
My friends are mad, that was fine, I mean I get it, Brisa is his sister, Joey and Trisha also were their family so they stick together.
I went to sit with Jack and Callie, surprisingly they weren't mad. 
"You okay?" Jack asked me.
No, the guy that I think that I love, or I do love hates me, my friends hate me.
"I'm fine." 
"So that's fine for, everything sucks." Callie said.
"Pretty much." I sighed.
Just then, Melanie decided to drop her pasta on my hair. "Oops." 
I got up and said, "Yeah, that's what your parents said when you were born, oops." Everyone laughed.
"You also forgot this." I said before I punched her right in the nose.
"You broke my nose." She said grabbing her nose.
"Yeah well, tough barbie." I said before leaving the cafeteria.
My friends were shocked, I've never hit anyone before, well Jordan was just a slap.
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I got grounded for a month, and suspended for three days.
I laid on the grass watching the sky just thinking about Jordan, what it would feel to have his lips against mine. 
I can't even believe I'm thinking about his lips now, ugh.
Why did I slapped him, why did I left him alone, why am I driving myself crazy.
I rubbed my face in frustration.
Then I felt someone sitting next to me.
"Hey, Walker." I looked up to see, Jordan.
"Hey, twit." I said trying not to cry.
"I'm so sorry, please forgive me." I broke down. Yeah it did not work.
He wrapped his arms around me and I cried in his arms. "I'm so sorry, Jordan. I felt so bad after slapping you."
"I know you hate me, I don't blame you." I sobbed.
It started to rain like crazy, we didn't care, we just stayed there talking.
"I don't hate you, I'm sorry I didn't answered you, I was giving you your space cause of what happened, and I'm sorry about the whole fake dating." 
"Forgive me?" He said with puppy eyes.
"Of course, I love you Jordan. You're my favorite guy." 
"And you're my favorite girl, I love you." He said caressing my face.
I should be really mad at him, but i couldn't, this is Jordan and he means the world to me, he's the one person I can't stay mad for so long.
"Those beautiful eyes of yours shouldn't be crying." 
"Can't help it, I don't ever want to feel this way." 
"Like what?" 
"Like you will be mad at me forever, I thought I lost you." I started to ramble then he did something unexpected.