Chapter 4

                                    

                                          
A/N: Pic is Anthony! This story has me so excited yet mad because I just want to read it all but realized I had to continue to write it. Also I'm sorry it's a bit trashy. A bit of writer's block. Anywho, enjoy!
                          
Edit: I'm dying over heerrree. I finally got some good ideas but damn was it hard.


                          
"Amelia, I'm heading out for lunch." I say, walking out of my office. 
                          
"Have a good lunch, Jason." Amelia said sweetly. I step into the elevator and head to the diner I suggested to Alex. 
                          
I step inside and the workers gave me a small smile since I'm often a regular on Fridays. "Jason!" I look over and see Alex. 
                          
You could say he looks like a twink with his typical brown hair and blue eyes. He's been trying to grow a bread but to no luck. He was only 21 so he's still in college. He had a black leather jacket with a white undershirt with a band logo. He also wore a dark blue skinny jeans that had a few rips and a simply pair of black sneakers. 
                          
He walked over and kissed me slowly as he smiled. I yank him closer by his waist and slide my tongue into his mouth, making him shiver. Alex smiled even more before saying, "Let's eat." 
                          
We walked back to the booth and sat across from each other and to my right was a window. "Got a cigarette?" I ask. Alex pulled out a box and I take one, lighting it. Alex just kept smiling as his blue eyes watched my every move. "I've got to ask, Alex." I look him in his eyes. "Why do you want to date me so bad?" I ask, blowing the smoke out. 
                          
"Why not?" Alex retorted and leaned forward on his elbows. 
                          
"You're hot, surprisingly sweet, concerned about others and amazing in bed. Plus I really love your snarky attitude." Alex explained with a tilted smirk. I roll my eyes and he laughed. "Seriously. You might not see it but besides the sex addiction, you're a nice person." Alex bit his bottom lip and rested his head on his shoulder. "I fell in love with you the first time we slept together. It was my first time with guy and you took the time to pleasure me all over. Always made sure I wasn't in pain. Of course I slept around with girls before I met you but I always knew I liked guys too." Alex looked out the window and licked his lips. "You helped me realize that I shouldn't be afraid of what gender I like and enjoy life. You showed me how to be free within myself." 
                          
My eyes widened. "I never-" 
                          
"You did, Jason. I never told you because I knew you didn't want something serious but since I finally got this date with you, I thought you should know." Alex whispered and looked at me. "Look, I know you're going to say no to dating me. I knew that from the beginning but I still want to try. And if things don't work, we can still hook up." 
                          
I honestly didn't know what to say. He's semi my type. I'm into more dominant men that like to control me but only in bed. With him, I'm the one in control. He's sweet and all but the thought of seriously dating someone? He knows what type of person I am. 
                          
"Alex, I sleep around. A lot. Like three different people a week." 
                          
Now down to the same two people because of Max. 
                          
"I know." He respond, looking me dead in the eyes. "I'm well aware you sleep around. I'm fine with you sleeping around with others." 
                          
"Alex . . . " 
                          
"Give me a chance, Jason. I won't be on your back about everything. A week! Just one week." Alex said a bit desperately. 
                          
"You're wasting your time on a person that does whatever he wants." I sigh. 
                          
"I know! But that's not going to stop me." Alex shot back and his eyes were watery. "I know it's going to end bad! I know that but my feelings are still there." Alex whispered. Tears started to fall and I continued to smoke. "I'm pathetic falling for a guy like you." He sniffles, wiping his face roughly.