Speed limits

                                    

                                          


                          
*Warning. It gets a little hot and heavy. Read at your own risk ;)*

                          


                          
We stayed and hung out with the guys for awhile. They sent all the groupies away shortly after Jax brought me over and introduced me as a girlfriend. I got shivers of anticipation up and down my spine with his words. We hadn't made anything official yet but his confidence in the statement gave me the confidence to get him alone to talk about it.
                          
When i finally dragged him away, he lead me into the band house showing me around. I wasn't really paying attention, just enjoying the sound of his voice and the feel of his hand on mine. He stopped in front of a door and seemed nervous fro some reason.
                          
"Blue?" I tried to catch his eye but he seemed to be looking everywhere but at me. He sighed and tipped his head to look at the ceiling.
                          
"It's a little embarrassing alright? I don't spend much time here but to sleep really, and you being here tonight was kind of unexpected." He looked at me sideways, let out another sigh, and then pushed open the door. I put my hand over my mouth to cover my smile. The floor was covered in clothes, as well as the bed.
                          
"Are you laughing? You are!" He picked me up and I let out my laughter as he threw me on top of the pile of clothes on the bed.
                          
"Is it still funny?! Huh?!" He was smiling as he stalked towards me. I squealed and scooted back on the bed, loving the playfulness of Jax. He pounced on the bed, his hands landing on either side of my knees. I had found  the clean section of the bed, probably where he slept when he was here, and scooted back fully leaning against the pillows still giggling. He crawled up the bed and planted his face in my stomach, causing me to laugh harder. 

                          
His head popped up, "Oh, does that tickle?" A wicked grin spread across his features. His hands came up to rest just below my ribs and I sucked in a breath to try and control the laughter bubbling in me. He twitched his fingers slightly and I let out a squeak, trying to crunch my body into a ball so he couldn't tickle me. 

                          
"Jax! No, Please!" His fingers wiggled under my ribs and across my middle causing me to writhe under him with uncontrollable laughter. Tears were streaming out form my eyes as I kept begging him to stop. His hands ventured lower to my hips and under my belly button and I sucked in another breath, this time for a different reason. When he noticed that I was no longer laughing, he looked up at me with those big blue eyes of his.
                          
"Blue." I whispered his nickname and the look in eyes shifted. He pushed my shirt slightly up my mid section and kissed the spot just under my belly button. My breath caught in my lungs and I clutched the sheets under my hands. He continued to flutter kisses across the line of skin just above my shorts.
                          
I clenched my knees together under him, needing to control the feeling he was spreading under my skin. These boys made me feel things I hadn't before. I wanted to throw myself at him and give up all control, but my memories of all of my past relationships flashed in my mind. I grabbed his face and pulled on his jaw to get him to look at me.
                          
"Kiss me." It took him a split second before his lips were on mine, pressing me into the bed. One of my hands moved from his face to trace down his collar bone and chest. His breathing grew labored against my lips and his kisses more frantic as both hands explored the topography of his chest. When one hand found the gap between his black t shirt and his jeans his sucked in a sharp breath and pulled back from me with his eyes closed.
                          
"Your hands are freezing. Don't stop." I giggled and he smiled at the sound pressing a light kiss on my lips. My hand slid up his spine, admiring the muscles along either side. His hand found it way under my shirt and slid up to rest on my ribs. His lips found my neck and I sighed out my breath, my back arching under the attention. 

                          
My legs opened and he fully settled between them, pressing us closer. The pressure he was putting on my center was just what my body was craving. My fingers dug into his back, trying to pull his chest closer to mine. He suddenly sat up onto his heels and ripped his shirt up over his head. My breath whipped out of me at the sight of the bare chest in front of me. Jax wasn't ripped, but he had still had chest muscles and his stomach was trim. He had a slight adonis belt, taunting me by disappearing into his low-cut jeans. 

                          
I reached out and traced the slight line of black hair that ran from his belly button to the button on his jeans. His stomach jumped under my hand and he was on me again, kissing that same spot on my neck. I let my hands wander again, savoring the feel of his smooth skin under my hands. His lips moved down to my collar bone and then down to the scoop line of my shirt, just on the rise of my breast. My heart was racing and it felt like I was panting my breaths were so rushed.
                          
Both of his hads were on my ribs now, pushing my shirt higher and higher, my pink lace bra peeking out under the fabric. I pushed on his chest so that he would back up a tiny bit and pulled my shirt up over my head. It was his turn to be breathless as his eyes grew wider and he devoured my shirtless body with them. He dragged one finger along the edge of my bra, stopping that the juncture between my breasts. My chest rose and fell under his hand and my skin pebbled with the anticipation of what might come next. He slowly lowered his bare stomach and chest with mine. the feel of his warm skin on mine felt like a thousand caresses because of the goosebumps covering me. 

                          
When he full covered me, he again, slowly lowered his lips to mine, just barely brushing them together. His slow movement were like torture to my overly sensitive body. I grabbed his head and crushed his mouth to mine. I was hungry for him, needing this intimate contact. I tried to keep my head, but was hard when I could feel every place that his body touched mine. His hand found the clasp of my bra on my back and he dragged the lace down my arms and away from my tender bosom.
                          
My nipples pebbled instantly, partially from the cold air of the room and partially from his chest brushing against them. His nipples were hard as well, brushing against the skin of my breasts. I pushed on his shoulder and flipped him onto his back to sit on his hips. It was my turn to lay slowly on top of him, pressing our bare chests together. I brushed my mouth along his jaw and sucked the skin right below his ear into my mouth. He gasped and tilted his head back and to the side, giving me better access to the spot.
                          
My position gave me a chance to clear my head and I remembered how all of my past relationship started. I was supposed to be talking to Jax about this situation and I was here avoiding the situation. I stopped kissing his neck and slumped onto his chest. 

                          
"What's wrong?" His voice sounded worried and he lightly traced paths up and down my back.
                          
I sighed, "I'm doing this wrong." He chuckled lightly under me and wrapped his arms around my back.
                          
"Pretty sure you were doing it right Red." His voice was smug like he was smirking. I scooted down his hips slightly and rested my chin on his chest so I could see his face. 

                          
"That's not what I was talking about." I rolled my eyes. "I was supposed to be talking to you about you felt about... thsi whole thing." I frowned at him, not able to find the right words.
                          
He smiled back at me. "I am perfectly fine with what is happening right now Red."I huffed and pushed on his chest, sitting up again.
                          
"Again! Not what I meant." His eyes were laughing as they traced my bare chest again. I reached behind me and felt for a cotton shirt, pulling it over my head, not particularly caring if it was clean or not. He sat up, leaning back on his hands and folding his legs underneath me.
                          
"I know. I want this. I want you. If I have to share with the others... well, i'll learn to deal with it if it means I get to have moments like this with you." He wrapped his arms around my back and placed a soft kiss on my lips.
                          
"Are you sure? I know you had to watch Hunter, Tyler, and Cole struggle with this and I just need to make sure that we are all ready for this." I studied a small freckle i found on the hollow of his throat, "I don't know if I'm ready for this Jax." I whispered the last line not wanting to speak the words out loud, afraid they would all hear and turn away from me.
                          
"Just you being here, talking with me, shows me that you are ready. Whether you believe it or not." My Heart felt light, accepting the words he was saying. Maybe I was ready. As long as they stood beside me I could do anything.
                          
"I believe I may be monopolizing you," he squeezed his arms around me slightly, "so lets get you home to the others."