Chapter 12- Happy Endings {Final Chapter}

                                    

                                          
It's been two years now, and Suzuka can talk and walk now. And finally he's able to shift into his human form with no problem. Just like his father he was gorgeous like no other demon before him, every eye on him whenever he entered a room. Suzuka had long silver hair much like his father and shared both our looks having golden yellow eyes, the only thing that differed was that he had two red stripes on his face unlike his father but he did have his fathers crescent moon on his forehead though it was red instead. He was just a teenage but that never seemed to stop the countless numbers of other females and males alike that fought to have his full attention, none had ever succeed thus far and personally I wonder if anyone would ever hold my sons attention. But it'd be awhile yet before he sought out his mate. He was still young after all and I didn't want him to rush into anything, with that said he spent most of his time with myself and even more time with his father, which I knew Suzuka looked up to a lot and respected highly unlike anyone else. And Sesshomaru always enjoyed his sons company wanting him to learn all he could teach him about the world and how to use and control his own power, which he wasn't too bad at doing now, thanks to all my brothers training with him. I always enjoyed watching the two of them training and there happy faces when my son got the hang of something. It brought such a bright smile to my face, I felt such a warm feeling seeing that. When I think about how lucky I am having such a loving mate and sweet son I can't help but think back to before I had either of them in life and how happy I was that I had them now and that I was no longer alone and loved so deeply. I don't even want to think about where I'd be without them or what my life would of been like with them not in it. That's the scariest fear I hold in my heart and one I never want to tell them, I'm sure they'd think I was worrying over things that didn't matter, I'm sure they'd say that's ridiculous you're over thinking. I wish... I didn't that was what it was, I just cared for them both so much that I didn't know what I'd do without them, I'm sure I'd fall apart. That I was certain about so I didn't want to burden with with my worries I just didn't.

                          
As I sat there watching the sky turn to dusk my eyes shut and I sighed shaking my head, willing myself to stop thinking about it. 
                          
"Come on me....no more thinking about this. Forget about it."
                          
"Forget about what?"
                          
I jumped a little in surprise as I turn to see my son Suzuka come up behind me a look of interest on his face as he took a seat beside me. His eyes looking me over trying to get a feel of how I was feeling, sniffing the air as if hoping my scent would give it away. Not so easy Suzuka my son. I smiled and pat him on the shoulder and let a small white lie slip from my lips. 
                          
"Nothing, I was just thinking about something trivial that's all. Nothing for you to concern yourself with."
                          
"Hmm~ Not sure if I believe you Mom but I won't pressure you on it. So okay."
                          
"Thanks Suzuka. Now let's go inside, I believe it's time for dinner now." 
                          
Even from outside the large castle I could already smell that our meal was done and on it's way to the dinning table as I speak. Getting to my feet once more my son and I headed inside, many servants and subordinates of the castle bowing to us as we entered the dinning hall. Being seated at the big table and having our dinner then put in front of us. Before eating I looked to the door leading out to the hall just in time to see Sesshomaru enter through the door and sit by my side, he looked slightly tired. Most likely from all the castle business that he had to attend to so much lately, since he was back in the hot seat after being away so long because of me and being pregnant before. Now it seemed that the higher ups, the demons, were all on his case to get back to maintaining the castle and taking care of all of it. I hope he doesn't ware himself out from all the work he's doing. Looking at my mate with the utmost of concern on my face I say;