Chapter 65
Harry's POV
~~a while later~~
I had decided to stop at the convenient store, I'd been wandering around for a bit, my mind blank and heart heavy. I'll never be able to get over this...they took Louis from me....we were suppose to be together forever....
he promised, he said he'd never leave...I-I guess I'm happy for him..he doesn't have to put up with me...I never deserved him anyway, he was amazing and perfect in every way. I loved him, always will, more than any thing in the world....
I sighed aloud and grabbed a bottle of vodka off the shelf. Ok so it's probably not the brightest idea to go home and get wasted, but do I care? I'll just end up sitting in front of the tv and crying myself to sleep...I'm used to it though...
Although, it would've been different before, Louis would've sat with me while I cried, he'd tell everything would be fine, he'd let me fall asleep in his arms and sing to me....
He's only been gone for a few hours and I miss him already...
As I walked to check out counter to pay for my stuff, I heard a familiar voice. I glanced over my shoulder and cringed. It was Edward...I absolutely hate that guy. Hopefully he hadn't seen me and I could just buy my things and leave. I walked up to the counter and set the bottle down. The teenage girl at the counter stared at me, eyes wide.
"HARRY OH MY G-"
"Shhhh...please...I-I don't want anyone to know I'm here.."
She nodded and winked at me "ok! Your secrets safe with me"
"thanks.."
I paid for my stuff and shoved the receipt in my pocket. I looked over my shoulder just as Edward turned the corner, he glanced at me and narrowed his eyebrows, squinting some. Once he realized it was me he tapped one of his friends shoulders and whispered in his ear. The four of them began walking towards me. With a look of horror on my face I bolted for the door. I ran outside as they followed close behind. They yelled at me but I continued walking to my car pretending like I hadn't heard them.
"Hey! Come here!"
I stopped in my tracks and clenched my fists close to my hips. I just stood there without moving a muscle. If I tried to run he'd just grab me so there's no point in that...I'll just get this over with...
Edward walked up behind me and slowly, I turned around.
"w-what do you want?" I asked, nervously, while biting down on my bottom lip, causing it to bleed some.
"Where's your boyfriend hommo?" He said teasingly, a sly smirk on his lips.
I swallowed hard and shook my head "I-I...we...um broke up.."
"awww that's so sad, boo hoo. Looks like he didn't even want you, don't blame em"
I felt my cheeks turning red as I swallowed the lump in my throat. don't cry...they can't think they've won. I won't let them tease me.
I wiped my eyes and began walking towards my car
"Hey, we're not finished here"
Edward grabbed my arm and I howled in pain. I tried to break from his grasp but he tightened his grip. Tears filled my eyes and I stopped walking
"p-please! stop! That hurts! please.."
"saying 'please' makes no difference" he smirked and held my arm behind my back, pushing it upwards, causing me to whimper. He squeezed my arm tighter and I closed my eyes, tears sliding down my cheeks.
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