CHAP 4: Suffocation

                                    

                                          
[At the party]
                          
Lorraine lazily enter the hall kung san ginaganap yung party.
                          
She couldn't help but felt the same suffocation she usually felt pag nasa school sya.
                          
She felt gaze, but she tried to retain her usual perfrct daughter image.
                          
And yes she's been acting like this ever since. 
                          
As she follow her parents, towards their table. Kahut ineexpect na nya, she cant help but felt a pang in her heart upon seing him.
                          
Upon seeing Jay with his parents.
                          
My  parent immidietly greeted his parents and Nag usap kagad business related.
                          
Leaving the two of them in uncomfortable situation.
                          
She remained standing while looking at him.
                          
He is also doing the same thing.
                          
Hindi maiwasan ni Lorraine na hindi mapansin ang itsura ng binata.
                          
He got this sad expression.
                          
Medyo pumayat din ito, had a red and puffy eyes. He doesnt look well.
                          
And she didn't need to ask him what happened.
                          
She got an Idea.
                          
"H-hi" Jay says weakly, but smile slightly.
                          
"Hi" the guy says sweetly as he hug her from behind.
                          
"Hello babe" the girl says as she turned around and wrap her hands on the guys nape.
                          
She smiled painfully remembering, kung pano nila i greet ang isat isa. With their simple 'Hi' but overflowing feeling and could mean everything to them before.
                          
Pero yung sayang dulot nun dati, nagbago. It cause a huge pain for both of them.
                          
"Hello" she answered back to him and she can see how it affect him, yet he tried to smile.
                          
He then had the courage to went infront of the girl he love.
                          
"C-can I have this dance?" he ask with a little hope.
                          
"Can I dance my beautiful girlfriend?" Jay ask as he offered his hands to Lorraine. Who's smiling from ear to ear.
                          
It may be the last time she had a chance to held this hand so she accept his offer.
                          
As they went on the center hand in hand.
                          
He then wrap his hand on her waist as she wrap her hands on his nape.
                          
Tahimik lang sila while dancing.
                          
Cherishing the moment.
                          
Both were speaking through their eyes...
                          
Until Jay couldnt stand it anymore...
                          
"I-I miss you" Jay says looking so helpless.
                          
The girl then smile weakly, sadly. hearing this to him.
                          
"I know" she simply says. But wanted to say she misses him too. 
                          
"I-I love you, Babe... I still do" Jayson added. More like pleading.
                          
Until a tear escape from his eyes. And that is so heartbreaking for Lorraine to watch. It gives unbearable pain.
                          
Lorraine lift her hand and wipe the tears on Jayson cheeks. That he didn't even notice to fall.
                          
"I'm sorry" she says to him as if every word stab her. 
                          
Pero umiling lang ito.
                          
"It was my fault. I'm so sorry" Jay explain.