I stood looking at the pregnancy tests for a full hour crying my eyes out. I can't believe it me and E are way to young to have children. What if he leaves me? What if he doesn't want it?. The same two questions kept circulating my mind. I was in my own little world when i heard a loud bang from downstairs pulling me out of my trance. I heard loud footsteps rambling up the stairs and the oh so common pulling sensation. E.
I hid under the covers knowing he would find me anyway but It was my only option. A fresh set of tears cascaded down my already damp cheeks as the door creaked open, i looked down at my hands holding the 3 tests in a firm grip as the bed sank beside me.
'Baby?' E spoke softly. I Lent back into his embrace but stayed silent.
'Baby please speak to me' he whispered wrapping his arms around my waist i sighed as he planted a soft kiss on my damp cheeks. I couldn't trust my voice so i silently moved my hand into his leaving the tests in his hand. His grip around tightened around me as he looked at the tests.
'Is this for real?' he asked softly. I couldn't hold it in sobs erupted from me as i took in his reaction.
'Shhh baby look at me' He said turning me around. I shook my head hiding my face in his chest, he held me for a few minuets and then pushed me back slightly and rested his hands on my stomach.
'I'm gonna be a dad' He said smiling. I shook my head this can't be true..he wants the baby?. I watched as he planted a small kiss on my stomach a small smile spread across my face. I played with his hair as he sat back beside me.
'Babe why was you crying?' He asked whilst tracing patterns on my stomach
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'I thought.. well' i stopped not knowing how to explain it. A frown creased upon his brow.
'You thought that i wouldn't want it?' He said sadly. I nodded slowly.
'You actually thought i wouldn't want this baby? Jess i love you so much it actually hurts and this' he said laying a gentle hand on my stomach ' just shows how much. And before you even start with the whole 'i'm not gonna be a good mom' stuff you will because your amazing.' He said smiling at me i couldn't help but smile back.
I smiled as he sat us placing me in front of him as i Lent back into his chest. I played with his hands as he turned the TV on. I smiled as he laced out hands together over my stomach.
'Hmm boy or girl?' I asked as i stroked small circles on the backs of his hands.
'Well.. either but maybe a Boy cause then if we have a girl later on he can protect her, but equally a girl cause then she can grow up being as beautiful as you' he said kissing me shoulder. 'names?' he questioned.
'Well for a girl i like Lilly-May or Ebony and for a boy Harry or Jacob' i said smiling.
'Well.. Ok for a girl Lilly-May cause its cute and innocent.. and for a boy.. i don't like either don't think i don't know it's cause of Harry Styles and Jacob Black no son of mine will be compared to them.. what about.... Jessie or Alex?' E compromised.
'Ok... Girl-Lilly-May and Boy-Alex or Jessie' I laughed.
We sat in our own little world until there was a knock on the door and Emma's head popping in. Me and E winced as her loud 'Eeep' filled our ears. I laughed as she came and sat in me the look on her face could be compared to one of a little kid on Christmas morning.
'You guys are sooooooooooooooooooooooo cute' She gushed. I laughed in reply.
'Names?' she questioned.
'Well......... For a girl Lilly-may Emma grey For a boy Alex Jessie grey' i said smiling i chose the middle names i noticed the smile on E's face as i said their last names where the same as his.
'Eeeep after me? ' Emma smiled.
'of couse' i laughed.
'adorable' she sighed
'hmm' E replied tracing patterns on my exposed stomach.
'Ermm.. Jess?' Emma asked softly.
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Yeah..' I questioned.
'School.' She said.
'What about it?' I questioned.
' Well chi ca lets face it your gonna get big it's generally what happends when your pregnant' She said amused.
'Ohh well... i don't know.' I said frowning.
'Well we will go to the doctors tomorrow and find out how far gone and everything and then work the rest out after that.' E said.
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Ok.' I sighed.
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I could feel my hands shaking as we sat in the waiting room for the doctors, i wasn't scared.. i was more nervous. I looked up from my lap when my name was called i smiled at the friendly doctor and took a seat upon the bed.
'Ok then Jess my names Doctor May how may i help you today' Doctor may smiled.
'Well i think i'm pregnant' I replied.
'How many tests did you do?' she questioned.
'3'
'ok well lets take a look and see' she said as she lifted my top i shifted as the cold gel touched my stomach poking E in the side as he snuffled a laugh. I looked at the doctor expectantly.
'well, you are definatly pregnant about 8 weeks gone' she smiled. 'Congratulations' she said as she wiped the jel off my stomach. I smiled at E and took his hand as we left the hospital.
I smiled as we pulled up at home i jumped out the car and began walking towards the house i smiled as E stood behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and holding both of our hands to my stomach as we walked. I smiled as Jake rushed out the house pulling me away from E.
'Gosh miss me much?' I laughed as Jake hugged me tightly.
'You mrs are in BIG trouble with me you left me undefended with that monster' he said dramatically.
'oh yeah like you can harm me dumbo' I snicked pulling his ears.
Within a second i was being carried into the house and lay ed on the sofa as i was assaulted with tickles across my sides. After a minuet or two it clicked my baby was this safe?. I quickly pushed Jake off me and pulled my top back down shooting him a glare.
'What the hell?' Jake questioned looking at me weirdly. I guess i had to tell him so i went and sat on his lap much to E's dismay i took Jakes hands as he stared at me weirdly.
'Yes Jake i'm a weirdo who wants to chop your hands off watch out' i mumbled as i placed his hands on my stomach. It took a second or two for him to realise what i meant.
'Omg seriously i'm so happy for you, it is E's right cause if it isn't mrs you are in ALOT of trouble' He said happily i also took into account of E growling at the if it isn't his part. I slapped Jake over the head and climbed of his lap and sat on E's where E began rubbing circles on my stomach.
'Of course it's E's dumbnut and Thanks'
'Names?'
'Gosh your just like Emma. Girl-Lilly-May Emma Grey Boy-Alex jake Grey' I smiled at jake.
'Wait middle name Jake asin me Jake?' He questioned.
'Nahh just some randomer called Jake its of course it's you' I smiled.
The excitement settled down after an hour or two and me and E vacated to bed, i fell soundly to sleep in E's arms both of our hands over my stomach where our child was growing. Our little family all as one.
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Shifting Into My Heart
WerewolfIt was just a dream. Just a dream. After a nightmare one night 17 year old Jessica is thrown into the world of werewolves, mates and love. But will she be able to handle it or will she back out before she falls to deep?