24. Forget

                                    

                                          
Its been a whole day with out her, I wish they found her already, but they can't locate where she's at. Something was wrong with her phone and they can't track her down. I hope shes okay, I hope she finds a way out. Because I can't handle it, I feel like its my fault that I didn't save her in time. Yes I tried, by trying isn't enough.
                          
Two of our shows been rescheduled. Little Mix, isn't Little Mix without Jade and if we can't find Jade, then I don't know what we're going to do.
                          
Perrie's been really down lately, so have the rest us. We are all in a hotel right now waiting for what's next. Waiting till they find Jade, I feel like I'm wasting this precious time to look for her. But the thing is, I don't know where to look for her.
                          
Someone was knocking on the door, I opened it to reveal Harry.
                          
"What are you doing here?" I asked him with no emotion. His eyes were red and puffy, he's been crying, I could tell.
                          
"I just came to check on you girls." He said looking down.
                          
"Want to come in?" I asked him.
                          
"Yeah." He came in and sat on an empty seat. "I can't believe someone would take her like that."
                          
"I know, I can't believe either." I sighed. "How are the other boys?"
                          
"Liam's been on his phone tweeting if anyone seen Jade. Louis is trying to help look for her with management. Zayn's sleeping and Niall is just listening to music, he hasn't been eating anything. We're all actually depressed at this point, its like we lost one of our family members." He said rubbing his eyes.
                          
"Yeah we all feel that way, its like you don't know how much that person means to you until they're gone, then you realize they are more important to you then you thought."
                          
"Exactly."
                          
I heard a soft knock on the door, I opened it to reveal Liam. He gave us a sympathetic smile, "Hi."
                          
"Hi." I replied quietly.
                          
"How are you feeling?"
                          
"Not well."
                          
"Yeah... Louis said they know where they went, but they don't know the exact location. So we are progressing, hopefully we find her before anything bad might happen."
                          
That made me a little relieved, but at the same time it didnt't.
                          
"I hope so, I just wouldn't forgive myself if they hurt her. I mean I was suppose to save her, but I failed and they took her."
                          
"It's not your fault, no one blames you, you tried and thats all that matters."
                          
"But it wasn't enough." I said as a whisper.
                          
Jesy's P.O.V
                          
I can't process how I'm feeling right now, its like something surreal. Jade couldn't have been kidnapped, she wasn't kidnapped, she couldn't be. I kept repeating this to myself, because if I don't i could break at any minute.
                          
I dialed Niall's number and he responded quickly.
                          
"Hey babe, anything going on?"
                          
"Well yes and no, I just wanted to talk to you."
                          
"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"
                          
"I don't know, do you really think Jade is gone? As in missing forever."
                          
"No, not really. I feel like we will find her, like we have to. She's got to be around here somewhere we just need to look harder."
                          
"So we're both in denial."