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"Well at least we know where to start with this conversation" I say
"Okay so why did you kiss Me" jack asks
"I was confused. I didn't know if I liked you and for some reason my idea was maybe if I kissed you than I would know for sure if I do. And that clearly didn't work cause now I'm not sure if I do or not"
"Well if it helps I like you so"
"That doesn't help. At all."
"Okay well this is what I need to know. If you do agree to you know like date me again/ admit that you like me, is the reason just because you want to be closer to Zach. Or would it be that you genuinely like me." He asks seriously 
"It would be that I genuinely like you. If I wanted to be closer to him I would tell him I like him"
"Oh great I forgot you like him"
"But what's the point of liking someone if they'll never know or like you back"
"Well you're asking the right person. If you don't tell them you'll never know their feelings"
"Hold on are you telling me I should tell him I like him."
"No I'm just saying if you don't let people know how you feel about them then they'll never know. Why do you think I've been telling you constantly"
                          
That made me think. He clearly likes me but I've been blinded by my crush for Zach that I haven't figured it out. Why am I spending my time liking someone who will never like me back and continue to unknowingly hurt me when I could be with someone who clearly likes Me. But he didn't like me enough clearly if he had to cheat. 
                          
Ugh the stupid cheat part. Why does that consume my thoughts when I think about Jack.
                          
It shouldn't he clearly feels bad for it. I should just get over it ughhhhh. When I think of the past relationship with Jack and get rid of the cheating part I think of a great relationship.
                          
Thinking of all this makes me feel as if I like Jack. I should take his advice and just tell him.
                          
Who knows maybe this could be the start of a really good relationship. Lets see where this goes