Chapter 10

                                    

                                          
Emma's POV
                          
Every time my phone goes off and its a message from Killian my heart skips a beat. It was starting to make me worried because I've never felt this way before. Belle says that Im falling in love with him and that I should arrange a meeting in person. A part of me wants to see and meet up with him, but the other part of me says not to and that one is stronger then the other. I walked down to the beach on this beautiful Saturday morning and just sat on the rocks. Thats when I heard his voice at the docks and it sounded like he was upset.
                          
"How do you even know that?" Killian asks.
                          
"Well I asked around and several people said that they were with you that night. So I got rid of those who wernt blonde and didnt have green-blue eyes and I was left with like two people. So one of them is your Swan." Regina says.
                          
"So your saying this Cruella or this Ashley Boyd is my Swan?" Killian questions.
                          
"Yep. Thats what Im saying." Regina says.
                          
Then she just walked away from him and I felt my heart just sink into my chest. What was I suppose to do about this?
                          
Hey Swan. I guess you must have told Regina you were with me at the dance that night. Though if you didnt then that means the other two are lying. I wouldnt put it past them to lie cause Im so handsome that everyone wants me. Though I need to know the truth. Did you tell Regina you were with me that night?
                          
-Killian.
                          
I looked at the message and then up at the docks where Killian was just staring at the sea. I knew him well enough to know he believes their lying because he doesnt mind that I hide. 
                          
Well Im sorry to say this, but no I didnt tell her. You know me I hide. Why would I tell someone that isnt you who I am? If I wanted you to know the truth you and only you is who I would tell. Though like I said Im just not worth you in person. So I didnt tell anyone I was with you on that wonderful night.
                          
-Swan.
                          
Now that he knows I didnt tell him maybe he would tell those others to get lost. I mean Cruella is one of his exes bests friends and Ashley Boyd is one of Belle's other friends and I dont think she would do something like this. Although Belle did say Ashley talk to him before I showed up, but that was to make her boyfriend jealous and it worked. So I really think he knows that Im not them.
                          
Swan.... Let me be the judge of that. You say you believe your not worth me or my time in person. Well let me decide that because I know you well enough that behind a mask or in person I will like you. Besides if your not one of those that Regina thinks you are then how will I know whats real until I actually see you. I guess what Im trying to say here Swan is I think after all these months of texting and being there for each other.... I think we should meet... In person. I dont mean to be pushy, but I want to know you on and off the screen.
                          
-Killian.
                          
I looked at my phone in shock and then I looked back at the docks to where he was. He looked at me for a moment and then just walked the other way. How was I suppose to reply now? He just saw me and didnt care. It just goes to show you that no matter how close we got on the screen... We will never work in person because Im just not good enough for him or anyone else.