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I don't understand why he has too ask other people for help with me.
                          
Maybe if he didn't cheat multiple times and tell me at the end of the relationship this wouldn't be an issue. 
                          
I have so much to think about. Like why didn't he like and care about me this much when we were actually together. 
                          
Also, what am I going to do with Zach. I really can't like him anymore it's ruining everything. I can't even talk to him without wanting to be a little bit closer. Also he's still in love with that girl who clearly doesn't like him
                          
Too many thoughts to process
                          
Suddenly I remember Zach told me to call him
                          
I call him because no way am I missing an opportunity to hear his voice. Also maybe he can answer some questions about Jack 
                          
"Hey" I say when he answers 
"About Time you call me I almost thought you forgot about me"
                          
How could I 
                          
"Never Anyways why did you want me to call"
"Jack" he says
"Jonah. Are we just saying you're friends names cause then Daniel Corbyn"
"No it's about Jack duh"
"Well sorry you never clarified" I say
"Okay so he's still talking about this girl that he's obsessed with and I feel like I know her. He said he's liked her before and that I am close to her so I just want to know is there any chance it could be you that he's talking too" 
"I mean it could be I'm not sure but his sister called me about it." 
"Hmm well I think I'm going to ask him"
"Umm Okay"
"Wait is that ok" he says
"Of course in fact I really want to know" I say
"Okay well I'll text you after"
"Okay" I say hanging up
                          
I just want a normal phone call with him. Not about relationships but about our lives, families, teachers we hate. But no now it's always about other people
                          
I try not to focus on him and I continue to go on my phone 
                          
After an hour I get a text from Zach